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Nurashika Razali

Life's been challenging & love's unpredictable. But I know, everything happens for a reason. & That, every ending's a new beginning.

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Thursday, May 28, 2009 @ 3:14 PM
June hols



Hello. Am in class right now, having 3rd meeting. Today's module is communication. And my team has presented our slides. Roy said we had improved on our presentation but there's still improvement. A little pinch of upset. But yeah, gonna try harder when school resumes back to normal. My grades for this week are somewhat slacking. A, B, B, C, D. HAH. Take that! I failed maths. Wth. Today's comm. UT. Wish me all the best ah.

I'm meeting Johan later after school. I bet icecream cones again at Macd. Haha. Yesterday, we watched, ada kamu aku ada at Macd :D We continued with the ending at home. Overall, I loved the show. Bunga Citra Lestari, I've admired her till today^^

June holidays is around next week. So fast, and it's June. Nah, I'm not going on a holiday. The last time I'm away from Singapore was two years back. I miss Taiwan. Argh. I miss the weather there and nightlife. I've always wanted to step into Hongkong. Johan, make it true. HAHA. It's cheap whatt. K, unless parents allow me to. I'll be going Pulau Tekong next week, and I will be helping out in one of the Jive's event, a hockey event. And I will be having an overnight camp on the 10th and 11th. My class will be going to Sentosa on Thursday. And finally, I'm anticipating for the 3rd monthsary on next Sunday! Pulau Ubinnnnnnnnnnnn :D



Friday, May 22, 2009 @ 9:55 PM
Clarke quay



Today was Science module, about molecules -.= Science UT's postponed to next week. After school, Johan was already waiting at Sembawang Mrt. Upon dismissal, went straight to Woodlands mrt and meet him afap. Hah. I saw him standing from afar. Greeted him with a hug and kiss. We went to Macdonalds and had icecream cones again. We watched Blair Thumb in his MP4 and watched Xmen last stand on my lappie. We left the place by 7.30 and headed home :D We're going Clarke Quay tomorrow. It's been so long we've sat there and chill. So, we're spending our Saturday there tomorrow :D



Thursday, May 21, 2009 @ 2:29 PM
4 A's!



Hello, I'm currently in comm class now. I've presented my team's slides already. Our topic today was about apples. Wth. My team did what we have to do to impress and let's just say, we did our best (: On a happy note, I've achieved four A's this week out of five modules. Hee. Cognitive UT was yesterday. It was manageable and after it ended, met Johan and we had two icecreams each at Macdonalds. I was having flu and thus, we headed home by 7 :D

Apparently, I woke up at 730AM today. I was uberly late and I still took my time to get ready. I had my breakfast alone at Macdonalds. By 9, I left for Woodlands. And Johan was nice and sweet to have walk me to school becauce we would not be able to find time in the evening to meet up. He has training today. Thanks baby for wlking me to school eventhough you we were already late as well for school.

2 days to meeting Shida bby for a photoshoot. 1o days to Johan's gig. 17 days to our 3rd monthsary^^



Monday, May 18, 2009 @ 2:31 PM
Weekends



To start off my weekends, was to be present at Johan's pit, as promised :D My first time going to Changi Beach. His mum's ayam masak merah was awesome, menjilat jari^^ Thhen there was birthday cake session. I ate alot that night, from hotdogs, to ikan bakar, to nasi briyani to cake and drink bnyk sarsi. Hah. But I had fun meeting his family and went home by 9.30. Thanks to his dad, he sent us till Pasir Ris MRT and we mrt-ed home :D

I was working from 2 till 7 on Sunday. New dishwasher and our new smiley book was really cute :D Bus-ed home with Johan and he sang me to sleep with a new song^^

Meeting him later! Ugagagagagagaga.

Today's maths class, my team managed to solve the sum :D Happy Monday!



Wednesday, May 13, 2009 @ 10:45 PM

My stomach was not in good shape since morning. Hah. It was buncit all the way. Ape tak, isi mee soto early in the morning, oreo waffles, then nasi padang and finally maggi mee. Oh man. I'm not controlling on what I'm spending on and I'm not watching out for my diet.

School was not doing me any favours too. The topic was confusing. The faci shoot us with question that made us put our thinking caps. I felt that I did not perform and elaborate well. Fcuk shit.

Then again, Johan met me for ten minutes under my blk just moments ago. He surprised me with a belated monthsary gift. It was a hellolulu laptop bag. I had no idea he was really gonna get that for me. I'm speechless but I'm a happy girlfriend, and I is loving the bag. More reason to smile when I go school everyday.

I love you B.




Monday, May 11, 2009 @ 9:04 PM
FEASTS



My saturday went great with Johan. We caught the 6PM show at GV Marina. It was full house so we couldn't get the earlier timing. We were seated right in the middle, and it was a just nice angle to enjoy watching wolverine in fury action. He was hot, he had hairy arms and cool sideburns. The accent he always potray when speaking, and not forgetting, he was indeed loving towards his beautiful wife. All in all, the movie had a good story line, the mutant powers that each one of them inherited, were all genius. If only I had one. Life would be perfect. All in all, it was worth watching it with my baby. After posting this, I'm gonna watch X-men 1. Somehow after watching the Origins, it's nice to watch the flow and the continuation of the marvel movie. Haha. The movie lasted for almost two hours. By 8.30, we settled together and we had our pleasant buffet dinner. I did not want Johan's money to be wasteful thus, I ate as much as I can. We then had our icecream and icekacang and called it a night. Our stomachs were already bloated and went home cause he promised my Mum to be home early. I reached home at 11, on time. HAHA. K, it's consider late also but Mum was okay with it :D













Then Sunday was Mother's Day. Aunty Nini's family slept over at my place. In the afternoon, I decided to buy Mother's day cake from Angie the choice and Shikin bought pizzas from Pastamania. I bought Miranda bottles and we enjoyed our afternoon finishing all that. I then fried finger foods for the family and that's how my mother's day was spent. Although we did not dine out or anything, I'm glad my mum was smiling. I bought her a famous amous cookie before hand. It's something small but it's the thought that counts (: I love you Ibu and there's nothing more I can say, to thank you for letting me into this world and showering me with countless amount of love. Nothing can replace you. Moowah!




Then today, school resume back as per normal. I had breakfast at Macdonalds with Fifi & Vanessa. We were on time for school and today's module was Maths. We were learning about revenues & profits. My team did not had a hard time completing the slides cause we clearly understood what we were doing when doing the worksheet. And we were informed of the UT dry run this Wednesday. Oh man, UT's coming. I'm not sure if I'm able to ace the tests. After the 3rd meeting ended, went out of school with Fifi & Vanessa again. I left first to meet Johan nearby the school bridge. We greeted each other with kisses and headed down to Jurong cause I wanted to buy ingredients for my Snickers cupcakes :D I can't wait to bake this Friday.

I'm looking for Johan's family pit this Saturday :D



Friday, May 8, 2009 @ 11:03 PM
CABUT



I cabbed down to school today because I was taking my own sweet time to get ready for school. Nomore temperature taking and attendance taking at the entrance (: Today was learning science. And I don't like this module. We were learning Physics again. If it was Chemistry, I'll prolly gave up on it cause I bloody hate that component. Argh. The faci was really tearing us to boredom. Thus, some of my classmates were planning to skip the 3rd meeting and watch movie at CWP. I was with the majority and Fyeruz was in my team. We all influenced her to tag along cause if she were to stay back, she would be all alone and we did not want that. Finally, after Winnie convincing her that this would be our first and the last, she agreed. Haha. And yes, almost the whole class bough the DOMO shirt and one day, we will be wearing it together :D By 12.30, we headed down to cwp and had our lunch at banquet. Afterwhich, they all decided to watch 17 again. And I watched it again :D This time, I didn't cry because I thought I had cried enough for the first time. And somehow, I felt that the movie was rather short than the first time I watched it. Did they cut some of the scenes? Idk. The movie ended by 4, and I parted from them to meet Johan at Sembawang mrt. He wanted to book his FTT and thus, I decided to accompany him :D Once the booking was done, we had our late lunch cum dinner at the eatery there. We were there till 6.30 and headed home! :D



Thursday, May 7, 2009 @ 11:59 PM
24th & 2nd!

HOLA! Yes, although it's already close to midnight, and perhaps, I'm rather too late to post this, I don't care. So fast, that Thursday come and go. Johan's birthday and our second monthsary :D



HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY BABY!


We did called each other at midnight and wished each other. He read out what he wrote when he was watching me play netball the other day. It was so sweet of you baby. You know, I love it whenever you speak in that manner. I know it's sincere from you and I appreaciate it, really. Initially, we did not plan to meet and celebrate today cause it was on Saturday instead. Thus, we were both in school. I was busy doing the presentation slides whereas he had his birthday surprise in school. His classmates sang for him and shared coffee cake. Somehow, I felt useless that I'm not by his side today to celebrate. Nevertheless, I put my chin up and met Shida bby as planned at Orchard. We then proceeded to Levis Taka cause I wanted to buy for him the levis leather wallet. After settling on this brown oldschool leather wallet, we window shopped around Wisma. I bought myself a skirt and she bought a tank top from Cotton On. I bought headbands and elastic bands from F21. We then had dinner at KFC together. I treat her cause she made time to date with me today :D WE DID NOT CAMWHORE. Damn it. But, I had a great time catching up with her. I love her to death. You're one friend in a million. Heh :D Halfway through the dinner, I decided that I should give Johan a suprise visit at his area to pass him his present. After we were done and Shida went home, I mrted to Ang Mo Kio. Upon reaching, I was at the wrong busstop to bussed down to his place. Thus, not to waste time, I cabbed down. HAHA. I met his sister under his block. He did know I was coming. But he sensed that I was coming. Hah. His sister forced me to go up and meet his parents and hangout there with his family. I was like insisted on saying noooooo. But hell, she ignored my no(s). Hah. So, I went up unprepared plus nervous. When I reached the doorstep, I saw his two cats and Johan said 'I knew it'. Haha. I went it and his house was nice and spacious :D Then, I saw his mum coming out from the kitchen. Heh. And from there, I was somehow a little relieved cause she was friendly. I handed him his gift and he loved it :D I had apples and ayam merah for dinner again. Then, his dad and brother came home from work. We then proceeded to cutting the birthday cake. I and his sister started setting up the candles and lit them up. We took pictures and sang him the birthday song. He blew them off and started cutting the cake into slices. We enjoyed the cake and by then, it was already 10.30PM. His dad sent me home and Johan sent me till the lift lobby :D

I'm glad the he loved my surprised presence there, and I'm glad that his family was okay with me. I'm glad that I got to celebrate my loverboy's birthday. I'm glad he loved his wallet. I'm glad that we're still staying strong together. I can't wait for our movie and dinner date tomorrow (!)







Monday, May 4, 2009 @ 11:30 PM
Early








For the first time, I was early for school today. Haha. Thanks to Fifi, who somehow motivates me to be early for school and makes me think that half a grade is actually important for our daily grade. So hopefully, this is not like 2 minutes semangat, and it will goes on throughout the week (: Haha. I was doing module on Maths. Topic on Broadband and we had to understand on how to plot graphs and stuff. To me, it was rather difficult at first to complete the presentation slides. Fortunately, my teammates were still under pressure, we helped each other out till the very last minute and we managed to present reasonably good. Well, I'm glad it's over and done with. Idk what and how the faci is going to grade us with, but we had done our best. Tomorrow is Enterprise Skills (: My netball tryouts will be on Wednesday instead of today cause my name was not listed down for today. So after school, I hangout with my coursemates and catch up with each other and went back home with them by 6. I ate alot again today. From nasi lemak to mee soto to french fries to mentos to maggi. Fats were invading my body. I don't care. I swear Im gonna sweat like mad on Wednesday :D

I was chatting with Johnny a few moments ago. We prolly gonna meet up this Friday since it's been so long! I miss this buddy of mine.

Johan's doing closing right now. And apparently, he has to do closing alone cause Zariq's on mc. How can I not feel sorry for him. I just want to call him after everything's done with at store. I miss you Johan. Terribly.



Saturday, May 2, 2009 @ 2:39 PM
Aunt's house












Second day at my Aunt's house :D Yesterday's evening, I had my beauty sleep with my contacts still on. Heh. But yeah, Nurin was sleeping soundly on her dora explorer mattress. How adorable. And Husna slept slightly later after that with my Mum. Johan sang me to sleep, and unfortunately, we just have to rely on smses till Sunday. How can I possibly talk to him in private when there's people around, especially with the hyperactive kids around. Nurin has this cooking stove which can practically dance around. How cute is that. Oh man, they're lucky. At the age of 4, she already knows well how to play PS2 and PSP. Walaueh. During my time, I had only a yellow colour Nintendo Gameboy. HA. And for the first time today, I bathed in air limau. Yes, to heal my body inside. Surprisingly, it's not so bad. I felt refreshed and the limau really has a nice fragrance (: Afterwhich, I had kuay teow goreng for breakfast. I've had my appetite back these few days. And I hate it. Though Johan says I'm not fat, I still consider that I am. Fat thighs, fat legs, fat arms, and an ugly buldging stomach! 55 kg, FAT! Haha. I don't care baby :P I somehow looking forward for Netball tryouts on this coming Monday and Wednesday. My classmates told me that the coach is strict. But I think it's a good thing cause, she will be able to enhance my skills. I really missed playing and I'm praying hard, that I will be selected. And I'm touched that my girls in class are supportive of each other that we all decided to be there for each other during our different tryouts. And Johan on the other hand, wants to be there watching me play on Wednesday. Haha :D Yesterday, we were otp talking about our horoscopes. He's a taurus and I'm a Capri. And I was little fumed cause mine was mostly all negative and his was all positive.


HAHA. I miss you.

Some of the E36M are out Sentosa now, most prolly enjoying the waves by the beach and the soft sand. And sadly, I had to give it a miss. Vanessa's calling me in the evening. Surely she has updates on their outing. And I'll go green with envy. Talking about envy, I envy my Aunt's plasma tv. It's a month old and I admired it so much cause it has red body at the back. If it's at the front, surely I will ask mum to upgrade like hers. HA. Ok, fat hope. I must learn to be more appreciative of things :D I better get going!






Friday, May 1, 2009 @ 11:12 AM
Adapting,


Seriously, I was in deep thoughts on what I want to update here in my blog. And then, when I thought of the word 'Adapting', it does really matters to me now.

Now that I'm 17, I know I have to adapt to people seeing me as an adult now. I know I have to start to think and act maturely. I have to go school and absorb anything I can to achieve good grades. I have to start adapting that poly life is way way different from secondary school life. I know now, that I have to juggle my time well. It's tough, and I'm taking my time to adapt to my new way of life. Back then, it was easy for me cause I always had Shida and Fifi to be there for me when I'm in need. These two girls were the only ones I trust, and still trust. Till today, Shida is still my bestest girlfriend. Going to 11 years, I dare to say that noone can ever replace her. She has known me inside out and has always reach out for me whenever I have problems and vice-versa. And now that she's in TP and I'm in RP, I have to adapt to not having her around as often as I do back then. I'm glad though that we're trying our best to find time for each other to catch up. I can't wait for our date soon! :D Not forgetting Fifi, we're still going to the same school. Sometimes I wished that we could have ourselves together for one whole week of school, but I know it's difficult. Still, I've never forgotten her and she has really been a great friend :D I miss my ex-schoolmates, but now, I know I have to treasure my classmates now like how I used to last time. And I'm glad, that my classmates and I are adapting well with each other. They're my laughing pills and never fail to be. And i know, team spirit is really important and I have to adapt to that as well. I have to adapt to voice out my opinions and be participative as much as I can. And I know throuhout the 16 weeks, we have to help each other :D And now, my main goal is to do well throughout my 3 years in RP, and make my parents proud, make myself proud. Along the way, I'm hoping that the friends whom I trust and rely on, will be the ones whom I would not regret befriending with :D

I'm working on this coming Sunday and it's my first shift eversince school starts. I guess going back to the store, it's gonna be the place that could get me free and away from problems. It going to be almost 6 months I've been there and be friends with funny partners. They're the most awesome people to be around with. Though customers will try their best to ruin your day, they would come up with any random thing to put a smile on my face and laugh the hardest. And Johan, thats where I met you, be friends with you and be in love with you now. Haha. I know now that we're both busy with school and what not. But, I know, I can adapt to it and find time for you whenever I can. I'll spend time with you on Sunday on floor and when not on floor ;D

And I've already have something in mind for next week. Be prepared Johan :P