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PROFILE 
Life's been challenging & love's unpredictable.
But I know, everything happens for a reason.
& That, every ending's a new beginning.
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Saturday, February 21, 2009 @ 3:54 PM
My earthquake  Oh, life's been great. Especially when there's someone whom always, 24hours and 7days straight, puts a mega smile on my face :D I'm heading to Bugis later, There's a gig. And Zee has invited me along. And I said yes, cause Scandal's a really nice band (: And plus, Mommy has bought for me a new digital camera! I love you mum :D Monday, February 16, 2009 @ 1:29 AM
Valentines I'm right here celebrating how happy I am to be with you right now. Under the night sky with stars, Staring at the cable cars in the distance, And every second that past by us, I know I'm gonna remember this date from hereafter. Though there's people on top and below us now, Though there's flowers carried here and everywhere around me, my mood is still high with you. You're making me smile the widest now, and it's a moment that noone can snatch away from me. I can tell the others now, that my valentine has been such a great one indeed :D So on Valentines day, - Had lunch at Pastamania FarEast - Headed to Vivo and had Mango Magic - Enjoyed the view outside, admiring the sea, boats and sun - Window shopped at Harbourfront Centre - Had Ben and Jerry's for dessert - Chilled under the night sky - Challenged eating Tangy Zangy - I was forfeited to write a poem - We read out poems to each other - Bussed home by 9.30 Thanks to Johan :D You made my day silly. Thursday, February 12, 2009 @ 3:04 PM
Benjamin button  Since I was off on Tuesday, Rudy, Johan and I decided to watch Benjamin Button at The Cathay. It was chilling inside, and we managed to get good seats. And the movie was indeed genius (: Worth our six bucks. For those who havent, watch it(!) Of course, I was tearing up, but not really bad. Haha. So I can say, you will not expect a happy ending. And yeah, I was glad btw to have bump into Fifi at PS :D It's been a long time, and your lashes are getting longer, and you're getting hotter ^^ And we're both excited that we're in the same school. For some reasons, I can't wait for school to start, and yes parents, they still owe me a red lappie for passing (: I'm doing closing later and Zee's dropping by my store to collect her textbooks. Zee, keep your head up high and I know you can achieve your goals & dreams with your positive attitude! hug! :D Valentine's day is in two days time. Woah. Monday, February 9, 2009 @ 2:26 PM
Thereupatic! Johan said, it would be thereupatic for me to go shopping yesterday. And definitely, it was. Haha. And my partner in crime was none other than Ahmad Sairudin. Rudy for short. Hah. Met him up at Sembawang platform and we trained down to Toa Payoh with the thought of getting the right most specs for me. But unfortunately, none suits the current hairstyle I have now. Wtf. And mommy says, bagus ah, tk abes duit. And so, I spent my money on toddlers' clothers for my own adorable niece. And they are all 13 bucks in total ^^ Afterwhich, I was famished, thus, we settled on this hawker centre. I ordered Nasi goreng ikan bilis whereas Rudy ordered handmade lemon tea. My stomach was buncit afterthat and I can tell, Rudy was irritated with my string of complaints. So, I buttoned up my vest -.- Afterwhich, we bussed down to town to get Rudy's stuffs. He settled on this black smart top. We then went into Fundenko and I couldnt made up my mind if I should buy this tiger skin pattern beg. I decided to put it on hold and instead, I splurged my 30 bucks on this pair of Robots vintage earrings! HAHA. Robots man. And they were the last piece. Thus, I had to get them! And the salesman asked if I needed a beg for it. I said no, cause I'm wearing it. Haha. Rudy can tell how hooked I was to robots. And I was flaunting it to him the whole time. HAH. Afterwhich, we headed down to Tangs to meet up with Shida bby :D We talked about stuffs and bid her farewell. I then influenced Rudy to buy this Lee jeans. C'mon, 50bucks and it was on offer. After trying it on, he finally agreed to buy it. I was laughing outside the fitting room. I too purchased Lee women jeans at just 30bucks. It's flare at the bottom, thus I bought it. We then made our way to Wisma Cotton on and bought the charity begs. And finally, met up with Johan and Diyana at store. We did not catch the movie cause the earliest showtime was at 9.30. The movie lasts for 3hours, thus we gave it a miss. They accompanied to buy Twilight from HMV and had our dinner at BK. By then, it was 8.30 and we walked all the way to Raffles City. There was a Thaipusam festival yesterday. Wow, I must they're proud of their culture. We then rest our butts off at Spinelli. And by 10, we trained home. And I just checked on my appeal result, and I'm happy to say I've been posted to RP, and it's the course that I really want to be in :D Alhamdulillah! I'M HAPPY *MEGA SMILE* Sunday, February 8, 2009 @ 1:38 AM
GO FIGURE Woke up at eleven, bathed, did household chores and I was off to Yishun soonafter. At the last minute, I changed my bloody mind. Instead of doing perms, i did soft rebonding. HAHA. Almost majarity said don't perm(!!), thus, my strands of hair were straightened. The hairdresser was damn friendly and she was trying her best to make it perfect. My hair's now bob behind and long infront. It's concave and my bangs are fcukingly short. So go figure how I looked like right now. But hey, somehow, I'm satisfied. Inclusive of the treatment, the friendly service, the washing and blowing, ironing my hair for almost two hours, it was only worth hundred bucks. I bought the serum too and I got ang pao from her. How nice of her^^ For sure, I'm coming back the next month for treatment :D Afterwhich, I trained to Commonwealth and met Nana. She gave me this pen holder as a gift for my birthday, should be lah. HAH. But it was so cute and nice of her. Her mum claimed she's missing me too much. And yes, I was missing her too. So, after eating LJS and a few minutes of telly, I started to tutor her malay and maths. By 6.45, she desperately wanted to play. So, we played scissors paper stone. And by 7.30, I left to meet Johnnie at city hall. It's been a long time since I saw this close friend of mine :D I treated him Redbull & Starbucks. Mus was also with him and he kept on saying he's in NAFA now -.-' But by 10, I was getting kinda bored, and so, I headed home. I made a quick pitstop at HMV. But hell, the books that I wanted were not there. Heeren peh outlet jugak yang ade. So yeah. I'm making a brand new spectacles today, buying the books and prolly stopped by the store with Rudy to meet up with Diyana & Johan :D Hopefully, we can catch a movie too! :D  Saturday, February 7, 2009 @ 12:51 AM
Future heads  It's already the month of February. And indeed, the start of 2009 was not easy for me. Not being able to see Shida more often, not being able to achieve my ideal dream course, mini arguements with Mum plus siblings. But i know, there's a sliver lining behind those thick clouds. Just today, I was able to spend time with Shida bby ^^ We met up after our shifts ended and did a little shopping. We had tons of stories to share and our conversations were one topic to another till we were in our block lift. We parted with a hugggg. We're meeting up soon for sure. Perhaps later again :D We've put our issues aside cause drama just won't solve anything. She's my happy pill, what more can I say. And yes, people around me has always been encouraging me to stay optimistic. And insyallah, I'll get into RP. The school's rising slowly cause recently, there's been an article in the Straits Times whereby this girl chose RP over highly good JCs cause she had an aggregate of 6points. And I know, no matter where I'm posted to, is the effort that I put in that counts most. I wanna make momma so happy and I know I havent achieve that. One day. And just like any other days, work has always been time consuming but at the same time, I'm enjoying every minute of it and take in whatever experieces I've encounter everyday. Happy Birthday to Diyana! And during my shift, there was Johan and Andy. And when this two are around me, I can never stop laughing. And yes, Happy birthday to Farhan too! :D Hopefully the partners all can make it for his birthday chalet, including me. And hopefully, I'm watching on what I spent in days to come cause I've just got my pay and I've already spent 124 bucks. HAH. I'm perming my hair later guys! Thursday, February 5, 2009 @ 11:59 PM
ACKYAWWW  The store had blackforest cake for the b'day celebration on wednesday. I blew out one of the six candles w/o making any wish cause already made one mah. But by then, we were all almost contented cause we had curry chicken with bread, with rice from OCK ^^ Besides enjoying to our hearts' content, we received our tips payment and at the same time, we also learnt that Joanna was going to transfer out to another store due to family commitments. For as long as I know her, she's one great store manager, cracking out lame jokes with on floor or at the backroom. She's like my second mother cause she nags like one. And I am fortunate to have her around cause when she told us the news, she broke down infront of us. That's how much she loved our store and partners. Nevertheless, I wish her all the best working in her new store ^^ Back in store just now, she asked if I'm attached and I said no. Then she laughed and I said, 'Why the random question sia Jo?' Reason being, she wanted me to work on V'day till 1 cause almost all other partners seem to be having their dates/bf/gf. And I said ok (: HAHA. But idk why, since payday is comin' in, I'll just buy something for whoever that comes to my mind when V'day arrives. Anyho, Brother and mummy made a trip to expo for the Nike sale. He spent 100+bucks which I think it's worth it. And obviously, I have too also :P And that reason didn't came up to my mind 'cause it was not a big deal for me. And I was not telling everyone even, even the one who told you. I just kept to myself cause I was figuring whether I was really serious or not, or whether it's gonna last. You know, if I'm really pscyhed about something, I would go paranoid and mention his name over and over again. I would really have text you on the day itself if I know I was really weally happy about it. But the fact is, I was still half-hearted. And yeah, it took only matter of days, and it was already over. I see no point in telling anyone cause it didn't go far. It's not that I don't want to tell you about it, I see of no point, cause I'm not excited about it even to tell you. I'm upset that you're upset. And I'm more upset, we are having this issue right now over relationships. And I'm really upset, cause you never even tell me. I was missing you and I was waiting for you to text to meet up or what. So i guess, if we were to not bump into each other, I would be fcuking clueless and you would not tell me. When you said you were gonna text and tell me what, you didn't. I was really concern and I kept on asking you. But you didn't text. Instead, you text regarding other stuffs. And I just felt that you didn't care and that it didn't matter anymore. I was sad. If you were to be more upset about this, tell me, how I would not be more upset about you doing something that you clearly know I don't like. What's all the advices for to each other all this while. You didn't tell me cause I read it from your blog. And it happened infront of my eyes and you already clearly know w/o me telling you, it's gonna hurt me. But I know, I can never ever stop you now. And it doesn't affect me one bit also to not even regard you as a bestfriend anymore, cause you still are. But I'm sorry, if you're upset you should tell me cause you know I won't get mad over it. The fact that you just give up and say 'I'm still your friend, you can always talk to me', it hurts me enough. Cause, the term 'friend', is just making me feel that someone in your life is better than I am right now, whom you can share anything and everything right now. The final truth is, I have not totally yet move on from Shukur. And it's been six months. I can ensure you that there are no more secrets after this. And I promise, when I'll find someone who makes me really happy like he did before, FOR SURE, I'm gonna tell you bby. The first to tell. I love you to death, and I fcuking miss you, and US. I'm a phone call/text away. Just so you know, i have never ever consider you as a friend, cause once a bestfriend, will always be a bestfriend. Ten years is really a long time. And to let you go and not do something about this, kills me. I'll call you up anytime soon bby. ACKY! Tuesday, February 3, 2009 @ 11:36 PM
Stop drop roll ^^ Wisma was like a ghost town today. Customers were not much. Since work ended at 6, I killed time and hangout with Rudy at the store till 8. Christina dropped by too. Andy and Fidah soon joined us since they were also having their breaks and no customers to attend to. I was sleepy, thus I drank espresso frappucinno. Afterwhich, I bussed my way home. Adult fare's killing me. One trip costs close to three bucks. Wtf. Now I know why my daddy always use standard tickets. HAHA. Tomorrow's store meeting from 6 to 9, to celebrate the January and February babies. There's gonna be dinner, coffee tasting and cake. Hopefully presents too. MUAHAHA. Farhan's birthday is coming. He invited us to his birthday chalet. Thus, I should get him something asap :D Anyho, I've attended MI's orientation last monday. And halfway, I skipped for work. Obviously, I was of no interest. It was like my secondary education repeating its cycle again. Hence, I never attend the 2nd day orientation today. I'm not going to at all. I'll just have to wait for the appealing results next Monday. Like Rudy says, be optimistic. And I'm trying to. If only, I have her to talk to. I'm sorry bby, if I've hurt you or upsetted you. I seriously don't know what I've done. Just so you know, I'm still waiting for you to tell me :/ Aight, weekends coming. I'm getting my second pay. I'm tutoring Nana on Saturday^^ And I can't wait to spend. |