PROFILE


Nurashika Razali

Life's been challenging & love's unpredictable. But I know, everything happens for a reason. & That, every ending's a new beginning.

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December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009

AFFLIATES

Friday, January 30, 2009 @ 11:59 PM
CHINESE NEW YEAR


Haha. Chinese new year is still on. And even I don't celebrate this auspicious event, I managed to receive 3 angpows! :D One for working on the second day of CNY. Another is from Dad's colleague. Third, is from Mr Tan, our regular customer! :D He's rich I tell you. He comes to our store every single day without fail. I'm working from 2 till 9 tomorrow. I'm really shagged. But heck. Thaqif's texting me and I'm entertained ^^ Anyho, thanks Fifi for dropping by my store today :D Oh well, I'm meeting Fad and gang this Sunday for the gig. And I need gold hard cash.



@ 11:03 AM
Appeal

I broke down badly upon receiving my posting results today. I've been posted to MI Art, which is of couse, not my ideal kind of choice. I know my heart is purely set on pursueing on Mass Communication, and nothing else. I can't see myself being an entrepreneur, engineer, web technician or even a scientist. I know I've dissappointed my mum badly. And hence, I've decided to appeal for Republic Polytechnic. I've just realised that their Communication and Information Design is similar to Mass Communication. Upon receiving the diploma, I can pursue a degree that I really want. So, fingers crossed, I'll get that course. If not, I prolly retake my English and Humanities subject. Ah, I'm so not in the mood. Fortunately, there's work later. I can take my mind off and not be in a shitty situation like this. Fcuk it. Anyho, congrats to Shida bby for making it to TP and Fifi bby for making it to RP. And to the rest of my friends, who've successfully made it to Poly/JC.



Thursday, January 29, 2009 @ 10:49 PM
Trapped in the past


Oh Marina Barrage was a great windy place to hangout with your loved ones. The scenery was beautiful. The place was impressively well-built and the water was clear blue. People were picnicking and little children were having fun playing with the fountains and people were flying their kites too. I did went there with Fad, Zee and Yus last Saturday. Well, I still have yet to steal photos from Zee. I wanna go there again. Shida and Fifi, how about our day there next weekend after a shopping spree :D I miss them terribly.

Anyho, posting results will be released tomorrow by 8AM. *Fingers-crossed*

Somehow, when I'm alone, the past just silently creeps back into my bloody mind. And it brings me to tears just thinking of I must say, the most happiest moments of life. My closed ones surely know how happy I was and how much I treasured him. Yes, HIM. I miss you. And that explains why, I have still not totally moving on.



Wednesday, January 21, 2009 @ 1:00 PM
ICE SCREAM


HAHA. Fad was speechless when he saw the perfume ystd :D I was craving for icecream, and thus, he bought it for the both of us. And we talked talked like there's no tomorrow. We camwhored and made silly faces. He tried to smile like me -.- A boy fell off from his bike down a slope, and Fad act like a 'hero'. Fortunately, the boy was okay. By 5.30, he sent me home!^^ I WANT THE PICTURES!



Tuesday, January 20, 2009 @ 11:51 AM
Insomnia

My birthday celebration was memorable. Thanks again to my F2 :D We had our dinner at Lau Pa Sat. I met up with Shida bby first at Starbucks and handed me my gift :D While waiting for them to arrive. I opened the gift and I went aww. Though we've already graduated, busy with work and prolly going to different schools later, you're my BBF. I'll not let our ten years of friendship down the drain just like that. After our heartful dinner, they surprised me with a fruit creamy cake. They sang for me in public and I made a wish and blew off the candle. After enjoying the cake, we went slacking at One Fullerton. Afterwhich, we went home. It was so good to have that such reunion after so long^^

Then yesterday, trained down to SP and meet Fad & Afiq. Had lunch at SP's macdonalds. Afterwhich, waited for Afiq's gf to finish class. And trained down to town cause Fad wanted to send me to work :D I did closing yesterday with Johan and Ahmad. Johan, thanks for the sweet note you wrote for me^^ During my break, I went to buy something for Fad from Body Shop. And I hope you're gonna love it today!



Sunday, January 18, 2009 @ 12:27 PM
Seventeen forever

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO ME (!)

Yes hello. I turned 17 today. Digit's small but still, sounds too old for me 0_o But hey, shout out 'THANKS' to all my friends who wished me via sms/msn/facebook/fs ♥♥♥ Shida bby was the first to wish me and fad was the last one to wish! HAHA. He called me again at noon, and wished me again^^ Thanks also to my Starbucks partners, Farhan, Zariq, Johan, Net, Su and Ahmad for hanging out together on my birthday's eve. We wentta watch the gig at Youth Park. Afterwhich, headed to Cineleisure BK and had our dinner. And then, proceeded to One fullerton Coffee bean and enjoyed the breeze there. And surprised me a cupcake from Mrs Fields with a candle on it :D Thanks guys.

Mum's doing cooking at home and I'm looking forward to have dinner cum celebration with F2 later. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!



Thursday, January 15, 2009 @ 2:35 PM
oxygen


I.W.Y.T.A.K.T.I.G.F.F.Y.F (!)
HAHAHAHA! :D

And so I found a state of mind
Where I could be speechless
I had a drive for a while
To figure out this feeling
This felt so right
Pull me upside
Down to a place where you’ve been waiting
How am I supposed to tell you how I feel?
I need oxygen

EDITED!/
1. Media & Communication SP
2. Apparel Design & Merchandising TP
3. Creative writing for television & new media SP
4. Integrated events & project management SP
5. Resort facilities services & management SP
6. Applied drama & physcology SP
7. Digital Visual Effects NP
8. Tourism & Resort management NP
9. Retail Management TP
10. MI (ARTS)
11. Leisure & Resort Management TP
12. Hospitality & Tourism Management TP





Wednesday, January 14, 2009 @ 10:42 AM
Smother me

Results was released two days back. And for that two days, I fcuking cracked my head to decide to which courses I want to. And of course, with L1R4 of 15 and a B4 for english, I can't get into the courses that I purely want. I can only depend on my Media and Communication in S'pore poly. If I won't be able to enrol in this course, I'll be in misery. Well for now, I'm just hoping for the best since I've submitted the JAE online. Now, I'll have to wait again :S I've applied for JPSAE too. It means, I have to get ready my portfolio too, just in case.

I'm working today and I miss Fad GEBU! :P

I found my place in the world
Could stare at your face for the rest of my days
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out and
Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
Would you smother me?



Monday, January 12, 2009 @ 1:35 AM
Results :/































Closing was early today. Thanks D for helping out :D I had flu when at work. But thanks to Andy, who forced me to eat penadol. And johan was sweet to have left penadol extra pills by the table :D But I'm ok now. During break time, I did some shopping. Bought ripples slippers, tops from forever 21 and tights from Cotton On. HAH. Some shopping therapy before the release of O level results today, at 2pm. Yikes. Finally, the wait is over. But now I'm wishing, that today never come. I seriously do not know what to expect and predict the outcome. I know that Mum will be the first to know. Praying hard that I won't dissappoint her so badly today.

Otw home from work, Fad accompanied me on the phone ^^

Aww, you give me wonders


And not forgetting, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to MARIAH (!) Alright, I know it's belated. But, I do remember! Let's meet up this Sunday and we celebrate rameh-rameh, together-gether! I love you girl and I miss you hardcore. May all your wishes come true and be a smart cute bright girl :D



Sunday, January 11, 2009 @ 12:30 AM
Plain happy


I'm feeling famished right now. Gonna hit for the kitchen after this.

Woke up at 11.30 today and got myself ready to meet Fifi. By 1.30, we met up at Sembawang station. We alighted at Commonwealth. To kill time, we had our lunch at LJS :D Afterwhich, Zee rang us and she already reached Ngee Ann. Thus, we made our way there. We bumped into Danneh, Qai and Azri in the MRT ^^ They were going for the Singapore Poly open house. Upon reaching, we collected our goodie bags and tried to find the red campers. We did found them but we decided to head for the atrium and watched bands perform. Zee's friend was performing. After all those lively performances, we waited for Yus and Fad to reach there. Fad came in blue checkered and all smart. HAHA. By 6, Fifi, Fad and I trained down to Outram. I wanted to catch the movie at Vivo so that I could meet my darling bestfriend, Shida bby ^^ Bid farewell to fifi and quickly made our way to Tangs. She changed her hairstyle again! HAHA. But whatever beb, you're still pretty inside out :D As the movie was starting at 7.15, we walked down to gv at lightning speed. We argued saying that the movie was already starting and we were already late. But it didn't. They were still playing the trailers. Hah. We were smacked right infront of the row. But nevermind, I had his shoulder to rest on :D The show lasted for two hours. Fad was feeling cold, thus we decided to sit outside by the fountain. We talked and camwhored a little. By 10.30, we headed home :D Thanks for the date boy.
You've made me happy *Hug(!)*



Saturday, January 10, 2009 @ 11:49 AM
Movie date

Hello :D Yesterday, attended Singapore Poly open house together along with Fifi and Zee bby. We dig out information on their Media and Communication. And I felt that their course was more well-rounded and comprehensive. We were'nt that lost in that huge school cause we had leonard, Zee's collegue and also the guys. Haha. Fad wore checkered yesterday :)) By 5, we all left the place and headed down to Haji Lane, an Egyptian Restaurant, to celebrate Dee&Anna's, Izzat's and Haiqal's birthday. We all chip in for both of the cakes :D The twins were surprised and tersentuh hati. We all indulged in the cakes. After all that, we played chop chilli chop and laughed our hearts out. Afterwhich, we all headed to Parco Bugis. Fifi and the twins headed home first. Whereas the rest, accomapanied me eat at KFC :D The guys came up with hilarious and mindfcuking IQ riddles. Obviously, I was dumb and couldn't guess any. By 10.30, we all headed home. Fad was so sweet to have send me home. Thanks boy :D And yes, I'm going on a movie date with him today ^^



Transporter 3 (!)




Thursday, January 8, 2009 @ 11:59 PM
Spendings


I've watched the city and I'm hooked to it for sure.


Hello. On my payday, Rudy, Di and Haikal and myself went feasting at Manhattan Fish Market Place. Haha. The food was really settling in our stomachs. We were really full after eating most of it. We had one meal on the house due to misunderstanding of orders. And thus, to finish it up and not let it waste just like that, we rang up Su and Net. They both hurriedly came down. Afterwhich, we did some window-shopping at PS. I bought myself a Roxy wallet and minutes later, we met up with Kelvin and Fidah. We all then bussed down to Penin to shop more. And headed down to bugis and pampered ourselves more. But hell, I found nothing that psyched me except for this pair of pointed shoes. Thus today, after my work shift ended, I met up with my guyfriend and he accompanied me to do more of shopping. At far east, I bought this floral skirt and two belts. We then proceeded to Bugis, and I bought bracelets and headbands :D We then had our dinner at Tong Seng. And home sweet home! Guyfriend, you're the best(!) You gave me reasonable and useful opinions. If it weren't for you, I would have come home empty-handed. I'm still looking for a denim vest, black/grey tights, beach hat, shoes, bag, checkered tops and dresses :D

I'm attending the Singapore Poly open house later with Fifi and Zee bby :D I was otp with fad just now. I wonder how his bald hair looks like on him? Oh gawd.



Tuesday, January 6, 2009 @ 9:43 PM
Pay day

Pay day's tomorrow. I'm sexcited to go shopping 8) Nevertheless, noone is agreeing of me rebonding my hair. Haizzzzzzzzzzz!

Work was not tiring just now. Minumum customers. Only one that made my heart boil. But, its okayyyyy. Zee gave me a surprise visit with her boyfie. Followed by Fad and his friend :D Gave them a drink and shared the chocolate chip muffin. Afterwhich, I bid farewell to my partners and headed to Fareast for our lunch. By 5.30, we were off as Zee was starting her shift soon. I found out that United Square had almost all stores selling kids stuff. I should bring my little niece there someday. And shop for toys :DD

Shida bby, let's meet up on thursday! You driving me nuts cause I'm missing you like hell.



Saturday, January 3, 2009 @ 10:09 AM
Invisible

I heard the song in your profile and I remembered our date at Vivo. I'm missing my bestfriend right now and a part of me really needs you as well. Perhaps, I'm missing your presences too much. Unfortunately, I'm invisible so much so that, we're getting apart. I'm not gonna be disheartened, cause I'm still hoping and pretending that I'm happy.



Thursday, January 1, 2009 @ 1:16 PM
Resolutions,

HAPPY NEW YEAR (!)

First and foremost, I'm gonna wish everyone a brand new year! Time flies and by the time you knew it, January 2009 has finally arrived for new beginnings. 2008 was really an amazing rough road for me. I had gone through my ups and my downs, with loved ones and friends. But at the end of it all, I knew everything happened for a reason. And I learnt from them, and not let anything stop me from having to move on and enjoy my life to the fullest. I've sat for my O-levels. I've studied enough for 4 years. Bonded with a whole bunch of great classmates during recess and assembly. Quarelled with parents and siblings and made up for it by having dinner or celebrating birthdays or even window-shopping. Made new friends through the cyberworld and external camps. Slacking at town and camwhored through the night. Be in love and out of love. Heartbreaks here and there. Happiness here and there. I've grown up and I'm turning 17. There's always gonna be the kid inside me. But I know one thing's for sure, I treasure and appreciate whatever I have today and where I'm at today. Working at Starbucks has been a great experience for me. The only thing I look forward to is for my pay, my birthday, and the O-level results. And now that 2009 is here, I know have to make resolutions to achieve my ambition, the kind of life that I always wanted and be a happy lad.
  • Achieve wonderful flying colours results for my O's
  • Always think of my mummy in everything I do / decisions I've made
  • To enrol in Ngee Ann and graduate with a Mass Comm diploma
  • To be able to work / expose myself in the media scene
  • To have someone / be with someone who deserves my love and trust
  • And finally, to be able to have the money and shop till I drop.

Countdown yesterday was infact awhsome. I've made new friends, thanks to Zee bby ♥ And surprisingly, Fifi bby tagged along as well :D She hugged me like mad. And the guys were all entertaining. HAHA. Fireworks were tremendously beautiful. The skyline was lit up magnificiently and people were all having a whale of their time. To everyone, have a blissful 2009!

And Shida bby, I miss you like ahfuiwjlaklfnjamlfnajfamglsmgdbnkd,.sgmaongs! :/