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PROFILE 
Life's been challenging & love's unpredictable.
But I know, everything happens for a reason.
& That, every ending's a new beginning.
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Thursday, April 23, 2009 @ 12:57 AM
HANGING All kinds of feelings are bottling up inside me. It's filling up, layer by layer. It's only the third day, and it's really affecting me. Why put me in this kind of situation? Why put my friends in this kind of situation? Did we do anything wrong? Did we? We were trying our very best to contribute. That, I have to give credits. But, how am I suppose to give credit to you? I just don't get it. From the start, you stereotyped us already. You were only judging us by the cover. You were not welcoming when we struck a conversation with you and when we introduced ourselves to you. For the past two days, we've laid a red carpet for you. And you just have to bloody walk. But why are you still acting cold towards us? You haven't even get to know us, and you've already distant from us. Why? I'm always in deep thoughts since you've been in my life. Are we really leaving a bad impression on you? Are we so bad in your eyes? I don't get it. You're leaving me and my friends in a situation till to a point where, we don't know what else we can do to reach out for you. What do you exactly want from us? You're affecting me deeply, this is the bloody truth. And I can't bloody force you to be with us. It's all up to you. Cause at the end of the day, it's whether you want to learn or not. The thing that I'm most taken aback was, why were you not enthu and smiling and be open to ideas during discussion. But when it comes to presentation, you are someone else. Someone whom we're most likely gonna dislike. So please, all I ask is, stop this bullshit. If you want to be in a team, then buck up, and act as though you're a team member. If you don't want to do anything about it, then fcuk off from my life. Seriously. I'm deeply affected. Not only by you, but, with outside matters as well. Borderline, don't judge the book by its cover. Assumptions are really bad. And in my personal belief, karma is always watching us. To the rest of classmates, you guys are still apples in my eyes. |