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PROFILE 
Life's been challenging & love's unpredictable.
But I know, everything happens for a reason.
& That, every ending's a new beginning.
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Friday, April 24, 2009 @ 12:27 PM
Angry plus sad Sometimes I want to scream my lungs out loud. Sometimes I want to cry till there's more tears left inside my eyes. Why? Why's all this happening when I never wanted at all for this to happen? I'm troubling others when I really don't have the intention to. I don't want to worry my loved ones, my friends and Johan. I know I'm not my usual self these few days. I know something's wrong with me and I can't figure out this alone. I'm struggling inside out. I don't know. Maybe, I'm not strong inside neither I'm strong on the outside. How? Are there any solutions to all of these. There's tons of questions inside my head. But where do I start? Where're the answers? I'm not smiling, and there's no happy thoughts to think about. I'm tired. People around never fail to advise me and not be too stressed out with all the problems. I appreciate their good intentions and I know they're helping me. I know I have to smile again and not let anyone else get me distracted from the things that I have to do. I know I can do this. Hopefully, after this, everything's going to be fine. |