New beginning

RELINK!

2009-08-30T20:49:00.000+08:00

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Sam-sung

2009-08-30T16:16:00.000+08:00

Yes, got myself the samsung phone yesterday :D

Been going to the Baybeats for the past two days with Bf too and so far, I have break fast with him twice haha. And ate Indonesian food twice as well^^ And yesterday, there were Bf's friends around. Sad didn't manage to watch GSE, but I had mad fun watching Love Me Butch, Bf's favourite band :D

Gnna help Mum cook Lakssa now! In less than 3 hours to go! :D

2009-08-26T20:25:00.000+08:00

Something is very very wrong with Blogger. Damnit.
I'm thinking of using Tumblr.

Anyho, I'm tired from work. I had to carry 3 big boxes all the way home.

Called bf just now and he sounded moody. See, I know when he's down or not. He say he'll tell me later via msn.
So cepat online Johan!

Fasting month = restrictions. I just miss smelling and kissing his hair whenever we ride up or down the escalator.

6th month is coming soon. We're gonna survey fir baju kurungs and watch Final Destination and break fast together gether :D

And Shida baby, my ppd low. I read your msg. Yes yes, i want to baby! Next Saturday amcm haha? Imyt bestfriend!^^

And on the 12/13th, I'm breaking fast with my classmates :D And on this coming Friday, I'll be helping out in the singapore extreme sports competition :D

Pixie cut

2009-08-25T22:04:00.002+08:00

Malam :D

Bf’s working closing tonight. And here I am, with a box of tissue by the side my lappie, ‘cause am still sick from flu, slight fever and a bad cough. Blame my bro! Argh.

Hope I’ll be better tmr cause I’m working tmr from ten am.

Yeah, it’s the fasting month and I’ve only skipped one day ‘cause I was having a rough day with my sickness and everything till I puked like 3/4 of my sink :S

I wanna have a pixie haircut like Keira Knightley. I’m so going back to that same Far East salon cause it’s way way cheap :D Oh pay, come in fast.

Today was my last ut paper, and thank god, the start of holidays are finally here. On a heavier note, bidding farewell to my classmates was really heartwrenching for me. We said and waved goodbyes like quite a number of times. We took alot of snaps here and there. Being with you guys for almost five months have a joyful ride. I treasure every single one of you. Looking forward for the class barbeque as promised by Winnie! :D

Kopi Bean

2009-08-21T09:03:00.002+08:00

Morning earthlings!

I'm currently at coffee bean waiting for fairuz. She's still in the bus so she's reaching woodlands late. Thus, I decided to do a little of revision here.

Yesterday night, I brought my laptop to the playground and met up with Johan. He brought his laptop along too to play his wargame haha. After done with my notes, we spent quality time and by 11.30PM, we headed home cause daddy was already looking for me.

I'm nervous for today's paper. After school, going down to causeway to search for fairuz's dad present. Afterwhich, I'm heading to work till 11PM. Baby's picking me up!^^

EYES SET TO KILL

2009-08-20T18:03:00.005+08:00

I'm eyeing on Samsung Omnia Pro B7320. Prolly next month I'm gonna get this phone. Mummy just have to tag along and sign the documents needed heh heh heh. I really like the colour and thought its bulky, i find it cute lah. E63/E71 common already so i decided to just have my eyes set on this one. Besides, the price range is almost the same :D

2 Modules down, 3 more to go! Enterprise and Science were manageable i guess hah. I've given my best and tmr's cognitive. So, I'm revising the ppts now. Am meeting baby later tonight! :D

Chalet

2009-08-18T09:13:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NADIA! :D

GOODLUCK FOR YOUR FUTURE ENDEAVOURS IN LIFE.

HAVE FUN WORKING IN YOUR NEW STORE.

HAD FUN WITH YOU DURING THE CHALET.

GNNA MISS YOU FOR SURE.

MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE!

SEE YOU AROUND SOON PRETTY! (L)

I had fun during the chalet last Saturday. Awesome partners, and awesome food^^

Panascakes

2009-08-14T13:39:00.002+08:00

I had hotcakes this morening with baby. Thanks for the treat b ;D

It was a short one and I can't get enough of you. I most prolly come down to store later after studying to see you. I don't care :P

Fryday

2009-08-13T23:59:00.008+08:00

One minute to friday again, end of the week = UT3 is drawing nearer, a few last days with my fellow awesome classmates, fasting month coming and celebrate my holidays.

Yesterday's talk after school was farking useless. No guidelines for UT or whatsoever. Thanks eh. But still, get to obtain CEpoint is enough la eh. So after the talk, went to BK with my girlfriends, Evelyn, Winnie and Agnes haha. Agnes one funny chick made us laugh and I went home one happy kid :D

Speaking of which, I miss the guy below. I can't wait to meet him for breakfast! And Fai, pls make today's study date happen, oh pls haha :D

And yes, Happy 17th birthday Johnnie! Sorry I can't celebrate your birthday with fafa. Anyway, have fun on your birthday with your loved ones! You've been a great friend and I never regret befriending you ;D Stay hot and you'll get your hot chick someday yo. May your wishes come true and goodluck for your studies and your future endeavours! I miss you ass!

At one go

2009-08-11T08:47:00.016+08:00

I just finished doing my reflection. I am shagged and parents are not at home. I did met up with Johan after school and I accompanied him throughout the briefing at ssdc haha. He is still contemplating on whether to just book the ftt or become a student there and take up lessons. Of course, being a student is a good thing but that's when money comes in. So I guess, he gotta discuss this with his brother. Aftrwhich, we went to have lunch cum dinner at Rubinah. It's been a long time since I ate there and I had Mee Kuah. Johan had mee goreng basah and roti prata haha. After done with the food, we went to Sembawang shppin cntr to get his shaver. He had a hard time choosing for this also aiyo. After purchasing at guardian, we walked in into a few shops and took the shuttle bus home :D I'm lazy to upload pictures. And yeah, Sarah won Anugerah^^

\EDITED

Baby just texted me, "my gigi sebelah blakang chip off :/" Haha! You make my day wonderboy.

K, i go comfort him now -.-

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Friday
I skipped school on that day cause I woke up late and I don't feel like it and I was in the mood to only spend time with Johan haha. We had our lunch at Macdonalds and then, mrted down to Dhoby Ghaut. We bought tickets for the 2PM GI Joe show. We enjoyed the movie pretty much. I like Snake eyes :D Afterwhich, we proceeded to Plaza Singapura in search for Johan's perfume. We went into Sasa, and Johan took a long time choosing one like a girl. He tried everyone of it on the shelves, and he finally settled down with DKNY. I like the smell and so, he purchased for it. Afterwhich, we went into few shops and we finally made our way to Bishan cause Johan wanted to get his jeans and his boxers haha. So, he was somehow borong on that day to satisfy his needs :D And I was being a helpful girlfriend and help him choose :D Afterwhich, we mrted down to Serangoon and bussed down to somewhere where Johan thought there was Lerk Thai restaurant haha. But he was mistaken for Thai Express. Thus, we decided to dine in there because the place was rather cosy, quiet plus peaceful. We settled on our orders, I ordered for fire fried noodles which really really spicy and Johan ordered beef rice. And we had three drumlets with garlic sauce for starters^^ Our dinner was very worth the bucks nd before we left, we had desserts. He had red rubies with icecream and I had red bean paste with icecream :D Since both our stomach were full, we killed calories by walking all the way to this park nearby and chill. Johan wrote something for me and he made me tear up. Indeed, our fifth monthsary ended off with a good note(L)

Sunday
Happy 44 to Singapore :D Johan and I met up early in the morning to head off to work. We both finished by 5PM, and Shida baby texted me on that day to meet up :D Thus, we decided to watch the fireworks at padang. Johan brought his mat along, thus we waited for Shida's presence there. We bought burker king for late lunch cum dinner. There were reds people everywhere like ants on the open grass. There were helicopters, march off parade, songs to entertain us. We were both camwhoring away to kill time. Shida finally came and we talk and talk. Johan gave heart to heart advices haha. The fireworks are beautiful and lit up the whole night sky. And what more, I enjoyed it with my two favourite people on earth. After the fireworks ended, we walked up to Artshouse to meet up with Akasyah. He finally came and we decided to chill at bk eating house. Akasyah treated us drinks and our main topic we talked about was National Service. Akasyah was complaining how sucky is his NS line. And boy, I'm not sombong okay haha. I still remember you as my close friend :D We should hangout again, the four of us haha :D By 10PM, we mrted home. My national day this year was definitely better than last year's(L)

Monday
Outing with my classmates as planned :D We met up at Taka KFC by 4PM. Afterwhich, we headed down to the 'highway'. We camwhored there and sadly, one of my shoe bead came off. Sorry Johan :/ I promise I'll glue it back together. After all the camwhoring, we decided to proceed to Far east. But, the plan was backfired because Hannah's boyfr already reached at Wheelock Place. Thus, we walked there and he sent us till Bugis. We proceeded down to Haji Lane, only to find out that House of Japan had been closed down. And so, we headed down to Sungei Road. Fyeruz and Natasha bought vintage bags for themselves :D Afterwhich, we decided to mrt back to town and slack at my store. Upon reaching Wisma, Fyeruz did some shopping at Cotton On and we had our free drinks at Starbucks :D Johan then came from his 'solo' trip haha. And we all headed home. It was a fruitful day girls, we should do this again during the fasting month(L)

Today
I'm in school now. And I've failed Science for UT2. My other grades for UT2 have been consistently at B+. I want A but I know, is all fat hopes ah. But I know I'm gonna pull up my socks and try. Shall not procrastinate and studt study study :D

On a lighter note, I'm meeting Johan later to book for his FTT. Is only yesterday, I know that his g spots are at his feets and under hsi armpits. And his reaction, priceless and cute. I love you(L)

FIVE!

2009-08-07T23:51:00.001+08:00

Happy 5th Monthsary baby! :D

Proper update tmr :D

Love.Peace.

2009-08-04T15:27:00.005+08:00

I want to get out of this friggin' class now can. Enterprise is hardcore boring. Tons of research and what not.

I was all glued to my lappie looking at blogshops. And I bought my myself an orange tie dye top from IndieSin at only 11 bucks, inclusive of postage fees. Haha. Hopefully I can get it by Friday, I can wear for monthsary :D

And yeah, my outing with my girls will be on Monday instead since it's a public holiday haha^^

I'm suddenly craving for fried mars balls again bahhhh. Baby's at school also, and he's occupied with his final year project. I'm done with his cookies and one more to go. It's at my home refrigerator now. I sayang to eat, cause it's the only one haha.

K im hungry, i need food. I had only yong tau foo just now. I think I'm a really heavy load now. I miss being at 45kilos :'(

And prior to the title, I'm in love with you and you bring in peace - to J <3

Cahaya

2009-08-03T23:08:00.001+08:00

I was so grumpy yesterday because after getting the stuffs that I want from Dorothy Perkins, we decided to have our dinner at Cahaya. However, it was already 9.30PM, thus they were already doing closing. Johan knows whenever I'm hungry and I get no food, I'll give the long face and not talk to him and not even a slightest smile. I cannot help it.

And to make up for it, he decided to have lunch together today after school at Cahaya haha :D I had beef mee soup and the boy had fishball soup. Afterwhich, he bought his ciggs and I bought fried mars ball. We finished it up within minutes. He then started puffing away and he told me he had a surprise for me. I don't like surprises from him cause he kept me asking and I would keep on thinking. We were at Heeren and I was tired to walk around thus we sat in there for the sake of the aircon. That's when he took out this famous amos plastic bag. And I was all smiles (: He bought for me an I love you cookie and chocolate pecan cookies. I kissed him and said thank you. Afterwhich, we migrated to our usual seating place and had quality time.

By 8PM, we bussed home and we were sitting seperately in the bus. We made silly faces and I couldnt help but laugh seeing him sleeping cause his head kept falling to the side. Anyways, thanks for the day baby. Friday pls come fast!

Maths lesson today and tomorrow's enterprise. And prolly after school, heading to the Salvation Army with Fairuz and Natasha or to Haji lane & Sungei Road. If not tmr, on saturday (:

Currently chatting with Johan. Peace.

In need of...

2009-08-02T01:14:00.003+08:00

Johan bought for me this shoes from Suntec just now as an early gift for our fifth monthsary (L) Of course, I'm thankful and grateful. For sure, I'm going to wear 'em everyday to school :D Thus in return, I bought for him reebok red white shirt cause he was eye-ing on it when we stepping into the Sporting Royal house.

After knocking off from work, we both were tired and sick, me having coughs, he's having flu. I think I passed the germs to him. Sorry b, tak on purpose hehe. We had Macdonalds cause he was really angry. Taka was packed with people, thus we decided to munch the food at the taka stairs. Afterwhich, we headed to SMU to have a look at the flea market they were organising. Along the way, we bumped into Zee and bf :D I then bumped into Shida baby and friends! :D We hugged and exchanged a few words. Upon finally reaching SMU, we just walked around. Of course, it was crammed and there was not much nice things to look at. Then, we walked to Suntec 'cause I wanted to look for beads bracelets but to no avail. Thus we window-shopped at Topshop, Fox etc etc. Our day ended off by having pizza, hot basil chicken at Pastamania :D

I'm just in need of a retail therapy, that allows me to spend not more than 30 bucks haha. But where? Maybe I'll have to make a trip down to Bugis area again.

Anyways, I'm hired for the telemarketer job and I was just paid 60bucks last Friday :D I'm working at store tmr again and there's like toy festival at Taka. I prolly drop by there to look around for my niece :D

August is finally here. I can't wait for Friday, I can't wait for the weekends, I can't wait for Monday (L)

Flew,

2009-07-29T13:36:00.003+08:00

Ignite was last week and I was one of the booth assistants for the event. The job was not tough and I was handsomely slacking with my two gfs, Winnie and Fairuz. The stage was awesomely set up and there were great line ups of bands for both days. Of course, the main highlights were AVA and GSE. Johan came down on both days and he was by me throughout the event. Thanks baby :D And we had a good laugh on the way back home.

Sunday was work and it was fuck up day and that's when my throat was in pain and I knew I was going to fall sick, results to not attending school for both days. I was a potato couch at home and being a babysitter to my naughty pretty niece. My mum bought for her the drawing board toy yesterday. She loved it but she's not used to holding the pen properly and draw whatever shit she wants. I watched Paycheck and how I wish there is any kind soul who would really invent the machine, that predicts our future. I watched Sayang you can dance only to see Samuel Rizal. The story plot was plain boring to me. Then I proceeded to watching Saus Kacang because I'm a fan of Bunga Citra Lestari. She's one hot chick and her acting skills are plain good :D

I don't know why I can't find any information about Keane concert at Sistic. Grr.

I'm still stuck in school. I'm heading to Bishan later for my another part-time job. Hopefully, I'll be officially hired :D And of course, can't wait to meet Johan cause it's been two days.

i tried to listen yeah i tried to reason
but this feeling just wont go away
you draw me in so close you burn my skin
but still i turn to you all night and day

Job interview

2009-07-23T12:09:00.004+08:00

So fast and the week's already ending. School has been tiring and that results in me, not being able to go for jogging yesterday. But I'm controlling what I'm eating now, I think haha. I ate Lontong just now for lunch. I've been editing my resume since just now for my job interview later. Yes, I'm looking for another job so as to gain new experience. I want more than just making coffee for customers at store. I'm hoping that i'll get the Administrator job cause the salary is reasonably high for me. Oh well, see how it goes. And i psycho-ed Fairuz to leave early and accompany me to the interview heheh :D

I've been watching Prison Break season 1 online. And season 4's finale is today. I cried a little yesterday, dont make me break down again tonight.

And yes, Ignite's tomorrow! :D And Johan's coming down :D I miss you idiot.

August

2009-07-19T22:38:00.003+08:00

Another 2 more weeks, and here comes August :D

Very fast I must say and I can't wait. There's events to look forward to, of course. Firstly, fifth monthsary with Johan (L). We have to watch G.I Joe. And take the flyer. K, the thing stood there for months already and I havent gone up there. So I really want to, and moreover it's cheap for student prices. Secondly, National Day's fireworks :D I've already watched it with Fafa & Johnnie. But I'm hoping the actual day has more of it, and watched it with Johan. Thirdly, it's the fasting month! Haha. I don't know why, I get excited of it. We should right. It's the holy month, I can lose weight and be more of a good girl :D I can't wait to shop with Johan and family at Geylang and break fast with my loved ones^ Fourthly, there will be a store chalet with the store partners. There will be games and food. I will prolly overnight there and have fun. Lastly, school holidays will officially start *jumps*

Back to reality. Work today was okay and customrers were constantly coming in. Ended punctually by 5 with Johan. We had icecream after that and had a brief look at the Food Fest at Taka. Afterwhich, we walked to Somerset and chilled there. By 8PM, we bussed home. My stomach has not been buncit for the past 2 or 3 days. I likee :D But I'm hungry now, and I shall have Maggi while watching Harry Potter :D

& I love Johan billion gazillion^^

Punctuality

2009-07-16T14:57:00.003+08:00

I think I've been late for school for four days straight. Haha. I want to go to school but I'm just lazy to get up from bed and just want to continue to have my pleasure sleep. I reached school at 10 today haha. And communication topic was quite hard for me today. Idk how I did for the presentation, and moreover, we need to come up with a proposal by tuesday. Haiya. And I have to dress up formal on next Tuesday and Thursday. On a brighter note, my 2nd UT is officially over today. And here comes my grades. No 'F' is fine with me.

I can say Im having fun with school and classmates that I never take notice of time anymore. It's already past half the year now. And I bet year 2 will fly come by fast. Oh man, change of classes and modules. I have to be more serious and punctual cause it's my course year already. And I have to make new friends. Haiya. I'm already sebati with my class now, new change again.

Anyways, I did 5 rounds of jogging today at my nearby park. Johan came by and motivated me haha. He bought for me 100plus orange so that I won't perspire more. Thanks baby. And we talk talk talk till it was already 9PM. When he reached home and took his bath, we watched Prison Break together. Oh man, the episodes are getting more interesting week by week. The plot is really woah. And I bet I'm gonna cry next week.

Tmr's friday and it's science module, I will forever hate Friday. Cb.

Town

2009-07-14T23:43:00.002+08:00

Even on a weekday, town is jampacked with people. After my maths UT, which I don't think I will score cause probability was confusing and hard, I met Shida bby with her two cute guyfriends, Wahab & Nigel, at town. They were late thus, I looked at people and talked to Johan on the phone. He accompanied me, thanks baby. They finally arrived by 7 and we headed to Taka to get chocolates for Wahab's mum. Afterwhich, we went to search for mirror, cause Nigel's mum needs it. But it was too expensive idk why, so we headed down to KFC for dinner. Thanks Shida for the treat. The guys made me laugh, and didnt talk that much. Wahab said I was quiet. HAHA. Sorry ah. And Shida told me, he read my blog. So prolly he read this part. HAHA. Next time, I'll talk more lah.

By 8, we all headed home. During the bus ride, it was a good catch-up session with Shida :D

I love today. And tomorrow, I shall start jogging! I'm getting fatter, at the thighs, the legs, the arms, the stomach. Argh. I must!

Last teardrop.

2009-07-13T23:34:00.005+08:00

Okay, third and final post of the day. HAHA.

Oh well, I rush home and went out again to be early as possible. And I had the feeling he would not be there. Indeed, he clearly stood me up. The feeling was simply hurtful.

And I had Shida to turn to :D Thanks girlfriend. I miss you! Yes yes, I nak movie date :D She's always there for me and yes, I was glad we got to bump into each other at the busstop last week and bussed down to Woodlands together :D

Johan made my day today :D Thanks for the ice cream and icekacang, you never fail to cheer me up baby. What more can I ask for.

Goodnights earthlings! I'm off to hit the sheets :D

Fcuk period.

2009-07-13T15:16:00.002+08:00

K, my second post of the day. My period came so suddenly. Fcuk it. Thanks to Agnes, she had one with her. Ohman. Thanks fai for accompanying me to the toilet :D

After spending a looooooong time in the toilet, finally get back to class and get done with the presentation. Having Maths today, and the topic is pretty easy. Having Enterprise UT later. My grades so far for my first UT, is B, B+, B+, D+. HAHA. No As, sad ah. But nevermind, i think it's because I'm still not in the serious mode yet for tests. Teehee.

Oh yeah, I'm meeting Shukur later, after so long my friend. We'll be hanging out at Somerset after my school ends. I shall rush home and go out again. I asked my boy and he's okay with it :D

And maybe, I'm going to SP for the band competition thingy with Zee and company. Idk, with him being there, it's awkward. Don't give me a cold shoulder cause you are making me feel really bad and out of place, feeling unwanted and outcast. I want to talk to you, but you don't. Haiz.

Ahhhhhhhh, fcuk period. And my boy's not replying my text. Bahhhhh. I'm using prepaid now. I havent yet settled my phone bill. After settling it, I prolly get Rave On Starhub plus a new phone. Ahhhhhhhhh. I can't wait to get Hari Raya clothes, next month k b! HAHA.

I miss you, reply my text quick! GRR.

Sky garden.

2009-07-13T08:46:00.007+08:00

Hello again :D So here are the pictures taken with my camera. Fafa bought her dslr along. So we had fun with it all along. But Johnnie's face was taken the most. Vain boy. We met at City Hall by 5 and we had our lunch at Macdonalds :D Afterwhich, we chilled at Padang and camwhored. By 7, we went back to Macdonalds cause I was craving for icecream. They bought sundaes whilst I settled down with cone. Fafa and I sat at the steps while waited for the fireworks to pop. Waited and waited till we gave up and decided to go home. Parted from Johnnie and suddenly, out of the blue, it was raining cats and dogs and ran for shelter. And then, there were the fireworks! :D When it was finally done with, we mrted home. We were heading to Tampines cause I was going back to my aunt's place. Thanks to Fafa's parents, they sent me there :D Thanks buddies for the day. I love you both! :D Fafa, you owe me pictures from your camera^^

Sunday
Everyone at work saw my hair. Naz ask me to shave the left side of my hair. HAHA. No, I won't go there. Ha! It was rather busy on that day but I clocked out on time with Johan. After changing and all, we decided to walk all the way to Suntec. All of a sudden, Shukur rang me up. He wanted to meet up. And I said okay. But we didn't in the end. Oh well. We finally reach Suntec by 7 and went to Carrefour to buy drink. And Johan was fcuking irritated cause we had to wait to purchase for close to half and hour haha. Mana tak bingit laki aku. Ha! The counter clearly stated, it was the express one, LESS THAN 10 ITEMS. Clearly, customers ignore that huge sign and it happens that this indian family puchase a trolley of item. Bloody idiot pundek. Haha. When we finally purchase it, we decided to chill at Sky garden :D Oh yes, it was nice to like down with Johan. By 10PM, we headed home and had cheeseburger for late dinner. I love you hun (L)

Brain cells

2009-07-10T14:51:00.003+08:00

My brain cells are dying. I studied too much off cells today, what dyou expect, science. Haizz. Science UT later. 2 down, 3 to go.

I was late for school today. And I thought I have not brought along my thermometer, if not, I would need to burn my six bucks. Fyeruz was also late, thus, went up to class with her.

I can't wait for school to end. Johan's gonna meet me later^^

And yeah, tomorrow my day will be spent with Fafa & Johnnie, good buds :D

Kite flying

2009-07-08T14:36:00.005+08:00

My day was splendid yesterday. We ate my spaghetti, drink champagne, ate tuna sandwiches and had meat lover pizza. We were at Punggol first and then went to Sengkang Riverside Park to fly our kite. I was frustrated cause our octupus kite did not want to launch and fly. We rested till sunset. We had our drinks and fries at Macdonalds at Sengkang sports centre. Finally, we decided to fly again at the open field nearby. It finally did fly high but it was scary for me haha. I was afraid that I might lost grip of the string handle heh. Baby laid the mat and we sat down till the nightfall. I love our monthsary. Thank you Johan for the thumbler :D

4th monthsary!

2009-07-07T00:00:00.000+08:00

You let a new ray of light into my life.
Till now, I can still see bright fluffy clouds.
My days have never been cloudy, with you.
The raindrops witness my smile,
Thus they never fall.
My castles are still standing in the air,
Since you and i collide.
You’ve been there for me,
When I’m sitting at the edge in the dark.
You pull me into your warmest hug ever.
You’ve made me smile from ear to ear,
Just the thought of you.
You sweep my feet off the ground,
And spin my world with endless joy.
Our fingers intertwine,
not wanting to let you go.
My lips lay against yours,
With tender taste of sweetness.
Everything about you is oh so wonderful.
You’ve been a friend, my bestfriend, my loyal lover,
I cannot ask for more.
I thank you for all that you’ve done during this four months.
All the hugs and kisses,
All the lovely dates,
I had tremendous fun.
Of course, I’m looking forward for more to come.
For more glory days with you, and only you.
I can never ask another from God,
Cause He has given me enough.
Never say let go baby.
Cause I love you.

HAPPY 4TH MONTHSARY BABY! :D
Yay, fly kite and picnic later! (L)

1 more day

2009-07-06T11:39:00.002+08:00

Hello. I'm in school now. My head's feeling really light haha. Cause I've just gotten my haircut yesterday! :D My friends and classmates were in shock but winnie especially, say I look handsome and falling in love with me haha. Johan accompanied me cut hair after work and lunch at Cahaya. My 16bucks worth it i guess :D It was raining yesterday. Thus, Johan and I were clueless on where to go. And we settled down with Velocity. He bought his mouse and we had dinner at Macdonalds. He then sent me home :D

Tomorrow tomorrow!^^ I've already bought ingredients for spaghetti. I'm bringing tuna sandwiches tomorrow also. I is so can't wait. I love you Jojo.

Prime was awesome

2009-07-02T23:20:00.003+08:00

Sorry to my teammates, I had to give the 3rd presentation a miss. I'll make it up to you guys :D

So, as planned, I left the school by 12, and met him at Woodlands MRT. He was punctual. I was running a little late because I was topping up my card. It's the first time im using the orange card because Mum's been complaining and being extra cautious that I should use it instead of using the blue colour card anymore. I'm nolonger part of MI and a student. Afterwhich, we mrted down to Bishan and took the circle line to Serangoon. Then, finally we made our way to Harbourfront. We reached there by 1.45PM and purchased our tickets. We catched the 2.20PM show at GV Max. We then bought large coke and checked in :D I was a little frustrated with Johan because he remembered 2 out 5 movie dates together. He finally remembered and the movie started after the commercials. I guessed this time round, Prime was the main character instead of Bee. Haha. I teared seeing him died, i forget what were the other parts i teared about. Hah. It was not bad, was just that my eyes were watery. Overall, I had fun watching the movie, worth our 7.5o bucks. Thanks baby for the treat :DD

The movie ended by 5.1oPM, and we had our lunch cum dinner at Banquet. I ordered minced chicken noodle and he ordered fishball soup noodle. Thanks again for the treat boyfriend. Haha. Afterwhich, we went outside cause he wanted to puff away. Then, we went to Burker King cause I was craving for Hershey's Pie. We then went outside and chilled, enjoying our icecreams. Afterwhich, Johan suggested to dip our legs in the water. I agreed and spent our night there. by 8PM, we left for home :D We laughed on the way home. Johan being Johan, he irritates me like hell. And I'm used to it. I'll officially be his girlfriend of 4months next tuesday! Eggcited much :D I love you Johan. Thanks for the day baby!

And blogger's pissing me off cause idk why, at home cannot upload pictures, but at school can. True but weird. Pfft.

Can't wait

2009-07-01T23:22:00.004+08:00

School's resuming back tomorrow. Finally, get to be around my classmates again^^ Have to turn in early today, don't wanna be late :D

I was bored the whole day at home today, strike out the non-stop eating and fetching my brother from school.

Anyways, can't wait for tomorrow! Catching Transformers with baby at Vivo :D We've not met for three days. You're missed! Big tight hug tmr! :D

Slurplife

2009-06-28T22:24:00.002+08:00

Holla. My weekends are spent with me being at store. Have been hanging out with the boy also ;D We've made plans to spend time together. This coming thursday, we're gonna watch Transformers^^ And the following tuesday, our fourth month, we'll fly kite and have picnic at Punggol :D

And it sucks, I'm gonna have to wake up at 830AM again from tomorrow for Elearning. Haiz.

And yeah, I've found back my specs back in my store, where else. Haha.

To Michael Jackson, rest in peace king of pop.

Crazier

2009-06-25T18:00:00.004+08:00

you lift my feet off the ground
you spin me around
you make me crazier, crazier
feels like I'm falling and i
I'm lost in your eyes
you make me crazier, crazier, crazier

Elearning=homeschooling=sucky=shit=useless=stupid=mundane. Really. I have to suffer this for one whole week. Tmr science lagi, i think i just wake up and log in for the sake of attendance and go have my sleep back.

I'm famished, and my little brother is buying mc chicken meal for me.

I'm online with the boy. Missssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss! :/

Be transformed not terminated

2009-06-24T17:43:00.004+08:00

Hello, i'm here again. Was back home by 11. It was nice getting to hang around with the bunch again. It's always funny to see the guys especially laughing out loud to their classic jokes. Was roaming around endlessly after dinner because none of us know where to go. At last, we ended up at Malay Heritage and camwhored for awhile there. By 8.30, I left with Fifi and met up with Johan at HMV Heeren. The last time we stepped into that place was like months ago. As usual, he told me all about the movies, ok not all, but most of it. He watched alot ah. See, he's like my dictionary when it comes to this. And I just lend him my listening ears and gave him the nods cause I've never watched what he had watched. Haha. Thanks for sending me home baby in the rain. I love you baby :D

EDITED\

Prior to the title, I saw the banner with those words stated while making my way to The Cathay just now. Why am I at The Cathay. I'm waited for Fifi, Zee plus the boys to finish watching Transformers. I bet people now are crazing about it now since the premiere in Singapore theatres is today. I did not tag along with them because I've promised to watch with the boy :D I met Johan for awhile just now. I was worried that something might happen to him or what since his knee is not fully recovered yet. So, we had the MRT ride to Bugis just now. He surveying some stuffs with his friends at Sim Lim Tower for his final year project.

I didn't turn up for school today cause yesterday went home quite late with the family. i had my beauty sleep only at 3AM. Thus, I was still tired and too lazy to get up to go to school. Vanessa called me just now and she told me that there's no school tomorrow due to H1N1. But still, we have to do schoolwork still, the reflection journal and all that shit. I'm meeting Vanessa tomorrow. Fifi, you shall come along too :D

It has been raining the past two days. I'm bringing my umbrella wherever I go now. I'm effing bored and thats explains why I'm describing about the weather for no particular reason. I shall play Typing Maniac at Facebook. "WOO!"

A walk

2009-06-22T22:07:00.003+08:00

HAHA. Johan drew this *mega-watt smile*

EDITED\

I've wished my dad yesterday Happy Father's Day via sms yesterday :D

After school today, walked to the MRT with Fyeruz and Johan was already at Sembawang. He die die wanted to send me home :D Thanks baby!

Anyways, got B for my Maths UT. There's this question whereby I've scored 0 out of 8. A big wow. I don't know how im gonna do well for the other UT(s).

I'm off doing my RJ now people!

Seven pounds

2009-06-20T16:06:00.008+08:00

I LUV YOU TOO. HEHE^^

Later in the evening, Johan & I had our first webcam session together. We played UNO and chess. And yes, I win him in everything. And currently, I'm leading in Uno, 8:5. Muahaha. I've watched Monster vs Aliens halfway with him and I continued with I love you, man. No doubt, watching in cinemas, is way way better. I missed going to The Cathay. I have to give Terminator a miss because Johan's knee is still not fully recovered yet. He's going to NUS again on Tuesday for a check up with his daddy. Oh god, please make him walk on both feet as per normal again. Once he's fully healed, we can go out together gether again! ^^

EDITED\

Heavy period and cramps = rotting at home and have my eyes glued to my lappie's screen. Watched Seven Pounds online as recommended by Johan. It's really nice watching someone, sacrificing himself to help people around him, especially after a fatal turning point. I think next up, will be Hannah Montana and Monsters vs Aliens! :D

I'm sorry I couldn't tag you girls (Zee, Fifi, Shahirah) to Sentosa. Next time! *misses*

Thank God Its Friday

2009-06-19T13:34:00.005+08:00

Friday's here, science module. I dragged myself to school. I was barely excited but the fact that I had to meet Shima after school for lunch cum dinner, I bussed down to Woodlands from my place and bussed down again to school. I was late, to heck with the grades for Science.

I had mee soto for lunch. I'm craving for mee hongkong. Someone? Anyone? Haha. I've already tried Johan's mum's mee rebus and mee siam. Mee rebus tasted better. I must learn from her, he says. I will, not to worry. I will feed you with your favourite :D For this week, we only met up twice, 1 to two hours at most. Argh. Have to do this, for my mum :D I'm glad he doesn't grumble or get angry, just sad. I am too. But, I know it's gonna be temporary. He's getting his lappie today, like finally. Yay, more scrabble dates, movie online dates, can webcam :D

Clock, please tick your hands fast (!)

2009-06-15T15:31:00.004+08:00

Get well soon baby

2009-06-14T13:55:00.011+08:00

I still am not heading to the toilet now to bath. HAH. Whatever, my butt's mega heavy to do so. I have the whole of today till the evening, cause I have to attend store meeting at 8PM today. But I'll bet, they're not gonna start on time. We'll see. But I have to promise momma, I'm not going to be home late. My latest revolution - not to go against her, and her words.

I ended work at 4PM yesterday and rushed down to NTU to support Johan. He was pariticipating in this silat competition amongst the various polytechnics and ites. His parents were kind enough to fetch me from Boon Lay. We finally reached before 6PM. He was wearing his school's silat team jacket and damn, he looked segak plus tampan. HA! We were seated upstairs and waiting for him to get ready for his turn. We were watching how other schools performed. I ate his mum's mee hoon, and it was spicy, peppery and nice :D

By 7PM, he was on the gelanggang. His mum started to tear up cause she was worried for Johan. I rubbed her back and how could I not worry too for my boyfriend. He managed to gain the first point when he did he first move, he called the 'nike'. I think. HAHA. But he got me all smiles and his friends were applauding. And out of the blue, the unexpecting thing happened. He was making his move against his opponent and beyond anyone's control, his opponent manged to get hold of him and both fell down. Unfortunately, his opponent fell down right on Johan's right knee. And that's when, he could not even get up and stand on his feet. He was rooted to the ground and could not continue on with the match. I was nolonger to my seat and was standing up with his sister beside me. Damn, my heart was wrecking. He was really in pain. There were medics who attended to him. I immediately went downstairs and be by his side. His knee was wrapped around with ice. I told him to not feel sorry. His family came down and the doctor said that he needed to be sent to NUS to know what's wrong. I followed him in the car and his parents were in their car seperately. I was there with him at the Emergency check in and I was told to stay outside. I was literally praying that he's gonna be all fine. His parents arrived shortly after and we had to wait and hour or so.

During that period of time, I and his mum were talking so as not to worry much for Johan. I kept hoping for him to see him at the exit area fast. When he finally did, boy, was I relieved. After settling the payment, we waited for his dad and uncle to fetch us. His knee was bandaged and he was given some medication. He was limping still and I bet the hospital is going to call anytime soon for further checkups. When his dad arrived, they sent me home safely.

Everything happens for a reason. After yesterday, I realised how much I do care for this guy. Although the incident was not really serious, I still felt that I was gonna lose him. The feeling is undescribable. We're texting now and he's doing fine. Get well soon baby, i love you ♥

Happy Sunflower

2009-06-12T12:52:00.008+08:00

Hello!

11 June 2009

Met up with Johan in the morning and had drinks at the usual coffee shop. He brought french toasts for me. How sweet baby. I poured out my feelings to him and my eyes went all teary. & after that, it was all finee.

Met up with Shida under the block and we headed down to Punggol End just the two of us. I loved the beach there but the weather was uberly scorching its mighty heat. After done with the photoshoot, we bused down to Tampines Mall. Had my Long John Silver. Johan met us up for awhile again and went for his training. Kinda regret not having combo 1 because I was hungry again by dinner, just 2 hours later. HA! Accompanied Shida to her school and watch her play touch rugby. And by 9.30, she was done with. We bused back to Woodlands and home sweet home, oh well, not really sweet.

12 June 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUR SHAFINA BINTE SAMAT! I love you girlfriend! Meet up when school reopens. I owe you one! xoxo!

I have the hockey event again today. Meeting Azimah at 2.30PM. I better go get ready now!

And to boyfriend, all because of you, you've make me a happy sunflower, always favouring me with love and instilling me with happy frames in my life.

Mixed emotions

2009-06-10T23:57:00.004+08:00

Why? Or I'm overreacting? I don't know.

Pictures

2009-06-10T13:15:00.004+08:00

Ubin Trip

2009-06-09T21:36:00.003+08:00

Oh yes, am back from Ubin trip with Johan :D Fcuking exhausted and wiped out. My arms are aching so badly that I barely typed this post fast.

Woke up at 6.30AM. And my bacin overslept, tk padan tua. Ha!
So while waiting for him to WAKE UP ( i called 6x), I cooked choc chip pancakes.
I saved only three cause i did not like the batter, the appearance of the pancakes was terrible that I got fed-up and threw the batter away. A waste of ingredients.
Got ready and for the 7th time I called, he finally woke up at 7.30AM.
We met by 830AM and bought tuna and chips at 7eleven.
Withdrawed money and mrt-ed down to Bishan.
Bused down to Changi and had nasi lemaks for breakfast.
Boarded the ferry and admired the view.
Reached Ubin by 11.30AM.
We rented two bicycles for the day till 6PM :D
Johan said lets get lost here but we still refered to maps on where to go -.-
We went to mountain bike park and the course was bumpy. I like.
We had quite a number of water breaks cause there was quite a few of upslopes, which I despised most!
We talked to some apeks and realised it was the durian season.
Durians falling off from the trees and people were searching for it to eat.
Thus, we did the same! We found two at durian park/road.
And this apek stopped us and cut them open. Our efforts wasted cause they were not good to eat.
He gave his which he bought, and the three of us enjoyed it. Hah.
We've learnt on how to choose the right durian.
We sanggup waited for the durian to fall off from the tree and Johan went inside in the forest to look for it, but to no avail.
We could not even cut down the rambutans cause they were not riped yet.
By 3.30PM, we rested by the beach and I tripped and fell onto the coral. That explains my minot cut on my palm. Haiz.
We then washed ourselves up and headed home by 6PM.
We slept in the bus.
We finally had our dinner at Sembawang and reached home by 9PM :D
Johan had to go to Kallang and meet up wiith his bandmates to complete their mixing.
Thanks for the awesome splendid trip baby!

*pictures uploading soon*

And parents did not make my day today. Thanks uh.

Like the rainbow!

2009-06-09T01:58:00.003+08:00

TIME CHECK : 1:58AM

Ha! Yes, im not asleep. Even my brother's watching tv. Living room terang benderang. My parents and the cute baby niece are not back yet from aunty's place. Haiya. They looked at houses today again. Seriously, the longer they take to move out, it's better. I'm not ready yet. Anyway, the hockey event was okay today. Better than the opening ceremony. Went to meet Azimah at Nvena mrt. We managed to find the Royal hotel where the junior boys were staying at. We were briefed on what to do on that day. Just make sure that the boys were hopping onto the correct bus and plate number. By 5.30, we left with the Singapore team to the stadium. Our Singapore got thrashed teruk by India. Oh well, you guys tried your best! :D

By 9.45PM, we left the stadium and back to the hotel to take our stuffs. Azimah's dad fetched her while I took the mrt home. Johan was already at Sembawang. Afternoon was shitty for us. The bloody vending machine eat up our money, and we patah balik to take my ez link and atm card and Johan did not activate his incoming call free system and that, his prepaid was left with one buck. HA! And so, I topped up for him :D I just feel like to! We sat at the park just now, and by 1, I'm home.

Ubin tomorrow! In 5/6 hours time, we're meeting again :D A short getaway.

RAINBOW KAPERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRS!

Our third!

2009-06-07T10:24:00.005+08:00

Hello hello hello! Yes, finally! :D

My loverboy called me up at midnight and wished me :D I'm eager for this Tuesday. I'm gonna pack burgers to Ubin and maybe, I'll bake cupcakes again for the boy^^

We had breakfast this morning at my neighbourhood area. We had pratas :D Afterwhich, we headed down to 7 eleven to get his new prepaid card. His phone got rammed over by a car the other day. He was riding and it slipped off from his jacket. We did not text for two days and had to rely on calls. So now, I have to get use to his new no. It's a digit '8' in front. I like nines better -.- And I realised that my contacts I can put heart shape graphics. I likeee. He's now at NTU, busy with the silat competition. And I'll be a nice girl, stay at home today. Parents are over at my aunty's place. They're still going to look for houses again today. So, I'm home with my siblings. I prolly cleaned up my room later and watch Failure to launch again. I love the movie, for some reasons. I admire their big yatchs. Be a boat broker baby! HA.

And yesterday, when I was on my way back home from work, I stopped by KFC at Sunplaza. I bumped into Shida and Fifi! Thus, we sat down together and did some catching up :D I love these two babes, forver (L)

To Johan, Happy 3rd Monthsary! I love you to tiny little bits and pieces. You'll always own my heart as long as you're wanna stay by me baby ;D

E36M!

2009-06-05T11:12:00.002+08:00

So hello. So far, June has been a great start for me :D Parents are now looking for houses in Tampines. So yeah, my house has been sold off to this Filipino Family but we're not moving out just yet. Argh, why Tampines. Is far from my school, but however the facilities there are there for my convenience to get anywhere I want and there's better malls down there. But still, I'm going to miss my area and I'm not going to be in the same block with my bestfriend. Argh. But to think about it, I'm closer now to your school Shida. Haha. I havent told her that I'm moving out. Tomorrow! I'm meeting her tomorrow for photoshoot :D Johan's in school right now. I'm enjoying my holidays but his holiday's is starting next Friday. Though he's busy with his stuffs and I have outings to earn CE points, we still managed to do short meetups :D

Yesterday, was a Sentosa outing with my classmates, E36M! Oh boy, I had my fun. I was pulled and thrown to the water. Played football with the guys and girls. Camwhored with Fyeruz, Nat and Hannah there. Ate my lunch with Fifi cause she came by. Yeah, great bonding with them. And by 6, we all left the place cause it was starting to drizzle. I met Johan at Sembawang after that and had our dinner at Macd. I love to look him by the side and just gaze at him *melts*

I have a junior guys' hockey event at Sengkang Sport and Recreation Centre to attend to. I'm one of their crew to help out. I'm excited and I have to get ready now! :D

Sunday is nearing! Wahoo!

Kallang Leisure Park

2009-06-01T13:56:00.006+08:00

Hello! I went ot Kallang Leisure Park with Johan yesterday. After walking round the mall, went to the waterfrount and chilled there till the sun set down. I was hungry so, we planned to take the shuttle back to Kallang Mrt. And unlucky for us, we missed the damn bus. In the end, we took the bus down to Dhoby and ate Al-jalani. I was being grumpy walking all the way there, cause i was fcuking hungry. Baby put up with me and wanting me to smile. But no, food must go in first then I smile my widest. HAH. I ate mee kuah and by 9.30 we left for Bugis and bussed home! Yesterday was our first Sunday date :D I love you honey.

I'm working closing today. Johan's sending me to the MRT. Bye! Happy holidays people! :D

June hols

2009-05-28T15:14:00.003+08:00

Hello. Am in class right now, having 3rd meeting. Today's module is communication. And my team has presented our slides. Roy said we had improved on our presentation but there's still improvement. A little pinch of upset. But yeah, gonna try harder when school resumes back to normal. My grades for this week are somewhat slacking. A, B, B, C, D. HAH. Take that! I failed maths. Wth. Today's comm. UT. Wish me all the best ah.

I'm meeting Johan later after school. I bet icecream cones again at Macd. Haha. Yesterday, we watched, ada kamu aku ada at Macd :D We continued with the ending at home. Overall, I loved the show. Bunga Citra Lestari, I've admired her till today^^

June holidays is around next week. So fast, and it's June. Nah, I'm not going on a holiday. The last time I'm away from Singapore was two years back. I miss Taiwan. Argh. I miss the weather there and nightlife. I've always wanted to step into Hongkong. Johan, make it true. HAHA. It's cheap whatt. K, unless parents allow me to. I'll be going Pulau Tekong next week, and I will be helping out in one of the Jive's event, a hockey event. And I will be having an overnight camp on the 10th and 11th. My class will be going to Sentosa on Thursday. And finally, I'm anticipating for the 3rd monthsary on next Sunday! Pulau Ubinnnnnnnnnnnn :D

Clarke quay

2009-05-22T21:55:00.001+08:00

Today was Science module, about molecules -.= Science UT's postponed to next week. After school, Johan was already waiting at Sembawang Mrt. Upon dismissal, went straight to Woodlands mrt and meet him afap. Hah. I saw him standing from afar. Greeted him with a hug and kiss. We went to Macdonalds and had icecream cones again. We watched Blair Thumb in his MP4 and watched Xmen last stand on my lappie. We left the place by 7.30 and headed home :D We're going Clarke Quay tomorrow. It's been so long we've sat there and chill. So, we're spending our Saturday there tomorrow :D

4 A's!

2009-05-21T14:29:00.002+08:00

Hello, I'm currently in comm class now. I've presented my team's slides already. Our topic today was about apples. Wth. My team did what we have to do to impress and let's just say, we did our best (: On a happy note, I've achieved four A's this week out of five modules. Hee. Cognitive UT was yesterday. It was manageable and after it ended, met Johan and we had two icecreams each at Macdonalds. I was having flu and thus, we headed home by 7 :D

Apparently, I woke up at 730AM today. I was uberly late and I still took my time to get ready. I had my breakfast alone at Macdonalds. By 9, I left for Woodlands. And Johan was nice and sweet to have walk me to school becauce we would not be able to find time in the evening to meet up. He has training today. Thanks baby for wlking me to school eventhough you we were already late as well for school.

2 days to meeting Shida bby for a photoshoot. 1o days to Johan's gig. 17 days to our 3rd monthsary^^

Weekends

2009-05-18T14:31:00.003+08:00

To start off my weekends, was to be present at Johan's pit, as promised :D My first time going to Changi Beach. His mum's ayam masak merah was awesome, menjilat jari^^ Thhen there was birthday cake session. I ate alot that night, from hotdogs, to ikan bakar, to nasi briyani to cake and drink bnyk sarsi. Hah. But I had fun meeting his family and went home by 9.30. Thanks to his dad, he sent us till Pasir Ris MRT and we mrt-ed home :D

I was working from 2 till 7 on Sunday. New dishwasher and our new smiley book was really cute :D Bus-ed home with Johan and he sang me to sleep with a new song^^

Meeting him later! Ugagagagagagaga.

Today's maths class, my team managed to solve the sum :D Happy Monday!

2009-05-13T22:45:00.003+08:00

My stomach was not in good shape since morning. Hah. It was buncit all the way. Ape tak, isi mee soto early in the morning, oreo waffles, then nasi padang and finally maggi mee. Oh man. I'm not controlling on what I'm spending on and I'm not watching out for my diet.

School was not doing me any favours too. The topic was confusing. The faci shoot us with question that made us put our thinking caps. I felt that I did not perform and elaborate well. Fcuk shit.

Then again, Johan met me for ten minutes under my blk just moments ago. He surprised me with a belated monthsary gift. It was a hellolulu laptop bag. I had no idea he was really gonna get that for me. I'm speechless but I'm a happy girlfriend, and I is loving the bag. More reason to smile when I go school everyday.

I love you B.

FEASTS

2009-05-11T21:04:00.006+08:00

My saturday went great with Johan. We caught the 6PM show at GV Marina. It was full house so we couldn't get the earlier timing. We were seated right in the middle, and it was a just nice angle to enjoy watching wolverine in fury action. He was hot, he had hairy arms and cool sideburns. The accent he always potray when speaking, and not forgetting, he was indeed loving towards his beautiful wife. All in all, the movie had a good story line, the mutant powers that each one of them inherited, were all genius. If only I had one. Life would be perfect. All in all, it was worth watching it with my baby. After posting this, I'm gonna watch X-men 1. Somehow after watching the Origins, it's nice to watch the flow and the continuation of the marvel movie. Haha. The movie lasted for almost two hours. By 8.30, we settled together and we had our pleasant buffet dinner. I did not want Johan's money to be wasteful thus, I ate as much as I can. We then had our icecream and icekacang and called it a night. Our stomachs were already bloated and went home cause he promised my Mum to be home early. I reached home at 11, on time. HAHA. K, it's consider late also but Mum was okay with it :D

Then Sunday was Mother's Day. Aunty Nini's family slept over at my place. In the afternoon, I decided to buy Mother's day cake from Angie the choice and Shikin bought pizzas from Pastamania. I bought Miranda bottles and we enjoyed our afternoon finishing all that. I then fried finger foods for the family and that's how my mother's day was spent. Although we did not dine out or anything, I'm glad my mum was smiling. I bought her a famous amous cookie before hand. It's something small but it's the thought that counts (: I love you Ibu and there's nothing more I can say, to thank you for letting me into this world and showering me with countless amount of love. Nothing can replace you. Moowah!

Then today, school resume back as per normal. I had breakfast at Macdonalds with Fifi & Vanessa. We were on time for school and today's module was Maths. We were learning about revenues & profits. My team did not had a hard time completing the slides cause we clearly understood what we were doing when doing the worksheet. And we were informed of the UT dry run this Wednesday. Oh man, UT's coming. I'm not sure if I'm able to ace the tests. After the 3rd meeting ended, went out of school with Fifi & Vanessa again. I left first to meet Johan nearby the school bridge. We greeted each other with kisses and headed down to Jurong cause I wanted to buy ingredients for my Snickers cupcakes :D I can't wait to bake this Friday.

I'm looking for Johan's family pit this Saturday :D

CABUT

2009-05-08T23:03:00.004+08:00

I cabbed down to school today because I was taking my own sweet time to get ready for school. Nomore temperature taking and attendance taking at the entrance (: Today was learning science. And I don't like this module. We were learning Physics again. If it was Chemistry, I'll prolly gave up on it cause I bloody hate that component. Argh. The faci was really tearing us to boredom. Thus, some of my classmates were planning to skip the 3rd meeting and watch movie at CWP. I was with the majority and Fyeruz was in my team. We all influenced her to tag along cause if she were to stay back, she would be all alone and we did not want that. Finally, after Winnie convincing her that this would be our first and the last, she agreed. Haha. And yes, almost the whole class bough the DOMO shirt and one day, we will be wearing it together :D By 12.30, we headed down to cwp and had our lunch at banquet. Afterwhich, they all decided to watch 17 again. And I watched it again :D This time, I didn't cry because I thought I had cried enough for the first time. And somehow, I felt that the movie was rather short than the first time I watched it. Did they cut some of the scenes? Idk. The movie ended by 4, and I parted from them to meet Johan at Sembawang mrt. He wanted to book his FTT and thus, I decided to accompany him :D Once the booking was done, we had our late lunch cum dinner at the eatery there. We were there till 6.30 and headed home! :D

24th & 2nd!

2009-05-07T23:59:00.008+08:00

HOLA! Yes, although it's already close to midnight, and perhaps, I'm rather too late to post this, I don't care. So fast, that Thursday come and go. Johan's birthday and our second monthsary :D

HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY BABY!

We did called each other at midnight and wished each other. He read out what he wrote when he was watching me play netball the other day. It was so sweet of you baby. You know, I love it whenever you speak in that manner. I know it's sincere from you and I appreaciate it, really. Initially, we did not plan to meet and celebrate today cause it was on Saturday instead. Thus, we were both in school. I was busy doing the presentation slides whereas he had his birthday surprise in school. His classmates sang for him and shared coffee cake. Somehow, I felt useless that I'm not by his side today to celebrate. Nevertheless, I put my chin up and met Shida bby as planned at Orchard. We then proceeded to Levis Taka cause I wanted to buy for him the levis leather wallet. After settling on this brown oldschool leather wallet, we window shopped around Wisma. I bought myself a skirt and she bought a tank top from Cotton On. I bought headbands and elastic bands from F21. We then had dinner at KFC together. I treat her cause she made time to date with me today :D WE DID NOT CAMWHORE. Damn it. But, I had a great time catching up with her. I love her to death. You're one friend in a million. Heh :D Halfway through the dinner, I decided that I should give Johan a suprise visit at his area to pass him his present. After we were done and Shida went home, I mrted to Ang Mo Kio. Upon reaching, I was at the wrong busstop to bussed down to his place. Thus, not to waste time, I cabbed down. HAHA. I met his sister under his block. He did know I was coming. But he sensed that I was coming. Hah. His sister forced me to go up and meet his parents and hangout there with his family. I was like insisted on saying noooooo. But hell, she ignored my no(s). Hah. So, I went up unprepared plus nervous. When I reached the doorstep, I saw his two cats and Johan said 'I knew it'. Haha. I went it and his house was nice and spacious :D Then, I saw his mum coming out from the kitchen. Heh. And from there, I was somehow a little relieved cause she was friendly. I handed him his gift and he loved it :D I had apples and ayam merah for dinner again. Then, his dad and brother came home from work. We then proceeded to cutting the birthday cake. I and his sister started setting up the candles and lit them up. We took pictures and sang him the birthday song. He blew them off and started cutting the cake into slices. We enjoyed the cake and by then, it was already 10.30PM. His dad sent me home and Johan sent me till the lift lobby :D

I'm glad the he loved my surprised presence there, and I'm glad that his family was okay with me. I'm glad that I got to celebrate my loverboy's birthday. I'm glad he loved his wallet. I'm glad that we're still staying strong together. I can't wait for our movie and dinner date tomorrow (!)

Early

2009-05-04T23:30:00.003+08:00

For the first time, I was early for school today. Haha. Thanks to Fifi, who somehow motivates me to be early for school and makes me think that half a grade is actually important for our daily grade. So hopefully, this is not like 2 minutes semangat, and it will goes on throughout the week (: Haha. I was doing module on Maths. Topic on Broadband and we had to understand on how to plot graphs and stuff. To me, it was rather difficult at first to complete the presentation slides. Fortunately, my teammates were still under pressure, we helped each other out till the very last minute and we managed to present reasonably good. Well, I'm glad it's over and done with. Idk what and how the faci is going to grade us with, but we had done our best. Tomorrow is Enterprise Skills (: My netball tryouts will be on Wednesday instead of today cause my name was not listed down for today. So after school, I hangout with my coursemates and catch up with each other and went back home with them by 6. I ate alot again today. From nasi lemak to mee soto to french fries to mentos to maggi. Fats were invading my body. I don't care. I swear Im gonna sweat like mad on Wednesday :D

I was chatting with Johnny a few moments ago. We prolly gonna meet up this Friday since it's been so long! I miss this buddy of mine.

Johan's doing closing right now. And apparently, he has to do closing alone cause Zariq's on mc. How can I not feel sorry for him. I just want to call him after everything's done with at store. I miss you Johan. Terribly.

Aunt's house

2009-05-02T14:39:00.006+08:00

Second day at my Aunt's house :D Yesterday's evening, I had my beauty sleep with my contacts still on. Heh. But yeah, Nurin was sleeping soundly on her dora explorer mattress. How adorable. And Husna slept slightly later after that with my Mum. Johan sang me to sleep, and unfortunately, we just have to rely on smses till Sunday. How can I possibly talk to him in private when there's people around, especially with the hyperactive kids around. Nurin has this cooking stove which can practically dance around. How cute is that. Oh man, they're lucky. At the age of 4, she already knows well how to play PS2 and PSP. Walaueh. During my time, I had only a yellow colour Nintendo Gameboy. HA. And for the first time today, I bathed in air limau. Yes, to heal my body inside. Surprisingly, it's not so bad. I felt refreshed and the limau really has a nice fragrance (: Afterwhich, I had kuay teow goreng for breakfast. I've had my appetite back these few days. And I hate it. Though Johan says I'm not fat, I still consider that I am. Fat thighs, fat legs, fat arms, and an ugly buldging stomach! 55 kg, FAT! Haha. I don't care baby :P I somehow looking forward for Netball tryouts on this coming Monday and Wednesday. My classmates told me that the coach is strict. But I think it's a good thing cause, she will be able to enhance my skills. I really missed playing and I'm praying hard, that I will be selected. And I'm touched that my girls in class are supportive of each other that we all decided to be there for each other during our different tryouts. And Johan on the other hand, wants to be there watching me play on Wednesday. Haha :D Yesterday, we were otp talking about our horoscopes. He's a taurus and I'm a Capri. And I was little fumed cause mine was mostly all negative and his was all positive.

HAHA. I miss you.

Some of the E36M are out Sentosa now, most prolly enjoying the waves by the beach and the soft sand. And sadly, I had to give it a miss. Vanessa's calling me in the evening. Surely she has updates on their outing. And I'll go green with envy. Talking about envy, I envy my Aunt's plasma tv. It's a month old and I admired it so much cause it has red body at the back. If it's at the front, surely I will ask mum to upgrade like hers. HA. Ok, fat hope. I must learn to be more appreciative of things :D I better get going!

Adapting,

2009-05-01T11:12:00.005+08:00

Seriously, I was in deep thoughts on what I want to update here in my blog. And then, when I thought of the word 'Adapting', it does really matters to me now.

Now that I'm 17, I know I have to adapt to people seeing me as an adult now. I know I have to start to think and act maturely. I have to go school and absorb anything I can to achieve good grades. I have to start adapting that poly life is way way different from secondary school life. I know now, that I have to juggle my time well. It's tough, and I'm taking my time to adapt to my new way of life. Back then, it was easy for me cause I always had Shida and Fifi to be there for me when I'm in need. These two girls were the only ones I trust, and still trust. Till today, Shida is still my bestest girlfriend. Going to 11 years, I dare to say that noone can ever replace her. She has known me inside out and has always reach out for me whenever I have problems and vice-versa. And now that she's in TP and I'm in RP, I have to adapt to not having her around as often as I do back then. I'm glad though that we're trying our best to find time for each other to catch up. I can't wait for our date soon! :D Not forgetting Fifi, we're still going to the same school. Sometimes I wished that we could have ourselves together for one whole week of school, but I know it's difficult. Still, I've never forgotten her and she has really been a great friend :D I miss my ex-schoolmates, but now, I know I have to treasure my classmates now like how I used to last time. And I'm glad, that my classmates and I are adapting well with each other. They're my laughing pills and never fail to be. And i know, team spirit is really important and I have to adapt to that as well. I have to adapt to voice out my opinions and be participative as much as I can. And I know throuhout the 16 weeks, we have to help each other :D And now, my main goal is to do well throughout my 3 years in RP, and make my parents proud, make myself proud. Along the way, I'm hoping that the friends whom I trust and rely on, will be the ones whom I would not regret befriending with :D

I'm working on this coming Sunday and it's my first shift eversince school starts. I guess going back to the store, it's gonna be the place that could get me free and away from problems. It going to be almost 6 months I've been there and be friends with funny partners. They're the most awesome people to be around with. Though customers will try their best to ruin your day, they would come up with any random thing to put a smile on my face and laugh the hardest. And Johan, thats where I met you, be friends with you and be in love with you now. Haha. I know now that we're both busy with school and what not. But, I know, I can adapt to it and find time for you whenever I can. I'll spend time with you on Sunday on floor and when not on floor ;D

And I've already have something in mind for next week. Be prepared Johan :P

7TH!

2009-04-30T11:26:00.004+08:00

Hello! I didn't attend school today. Omg, I only attend 1 out of 4 classes this week. I'm still not fully recovered yet, what to do. But, I'm doing all fine now. Problems-free for the time being (: I'm just a little worried though for Mum. She's also recovering slowly. Nevertheless, everything's in place now. I've been smiling, laughing. and school yesterday went fine. Went for the IGs fair and Vanessa helped me signed up for netball. Thanks Van (: I met Johan after the fair and oh boy was I happy to meet him. We then made our way to cwp and all the way, we were both catching up on how our days went. We then rested at Macd and enjoyed Coke. By 6, I headed home and he headed to work as he was doing closing. And I'm missing him since then :/

However, on a lighter note, our 2nd monthsary and his birthday falls on the same day on next Thursday! I have to start planning and I'm sexcited for dinner on Saturday! :D I love you Johan!

Despite everything that's gone down, despite having to go through with me in my darkest scary times, you're still by my side, not letting me go. And you cried, saying that your feelings have not change, and they're not gonna change. I'm lucky to have you. Very baby.

Angry plus sad

2009-04-24T12:27:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I want to scream my lungs out loud. Sometimes I want to cry till there's more tears left inside my eyes. Why? Why's all this happening when I never wanted at all for this to happen? I'm troubling others when I really don't have the intention to. I don't want to worry my loved ones, my friends and Johan. I know I'm not my usual self these few days. I know something's wrong with me and I can't figure out this alone. I'm struggling inside out. I don't know. Maybe, I'm not strong inside neither I'm strong on the outside. How? Are there any solutions to all of these. There's tons of questions inside my head. But where do I start? Where're the answers? I'm not smiling, and there's no happy thoughts to think about. I'm tired. People around never fail to advise me and not be too stressed out with all the problems. I appreciate their good intentions and I know they're helping me. I know I have to smile again and not let anyone else get me distracted from the things that I have to do. I know I can do this. Hopefully, after this, everything's going to be fine.

HANGING

2009-04-23T00:57:00.004+08:00

All kinds of feelings are bottling up inside me. It's filling up, layer by layer. It's only the third day, and it's really affecting me. Why put me in this kind of situation? Why put my friends in this kind of situation? Did we do anything wrong? Did we? We were trying our very best to contribute. That, I have to give credits. But, how am I suppose to give credit to you? I just don't get it. From the start, you stereotyped us already. You were only judging us by the cover. You were not welcoming when we struck a conversation with you and when we introduced ourselves to you. For the past two days, we've laid a red carpet for you. And you just have to bloody walk. But why are you still acting cold towards us? You haven't even get to know us, and you've already distant from us. Why? I'm always in deep thoughts since you've been in my life. Are we really leaving a bad impression on you? Are we so bad in your eyes? I don't get it. You're leaving me and my friends in a situation till to a point where, we don't know what else we can do to reach out for you. What do you exactly want from us? You're affecting me deeply, this is the bloody truth. And I can't bloody force you to be with us. It's all up to you. Cause at the end of the day, it's whether you want to learn or not. The thing that I'm most taken aback was, why were you not enthu and smiling and be open to ideas during discussion. But when it comes to presentation, you are someone else. Someone whom we're most likely gonna dislike. So please, all I ask is, stop this bullshit. If you want to be in a team, then buck up, and act as though you're a team member. If you don't want to do anything about it, then fcuk off from my life. Seriously. I'm deeply affected. Not only by you, but, with outside matters as well. Borderline, don't judge the book by its cover. Assumptions are really bad. And in my personal belief, karma is always watching us.

To the rest of classmates, you guys are still apples in my eyes.

Never say never

2009-04-21T18:33:00.006+08:00

Hello. Time flies, and 2 days of school has just past by. And I say I have a dash of fun :D I like my 2 fcs so far, they are helpful and hilariously funny. My teammates on Monday is different from today's. I was separated from Kumar and Alson. But nevertheless, Vanessa managed to be in my team. Haha :D Together with Andy, Hidayat and Amy. I can say that I was enthu about doing the module cause it's more to language and communication. However, I did not know that the problem statement was going to be confusing that we were out of point in the first place. But fortunately for us, there was Mr K to help us out. And we realised that the main key thing was the audience, who are the parents. Despite all the blurness, and confusions, we managed to come up with the slides, the content and everything. We presented our best and chiong our way through. Hah. But when everything was done with, Mr K pointed about our introduction. I felt kinda sucky for a moment. Cause I came to realise that teamwork is important if we want to achieve good grades. And if one party does not wish to participate actively, i don't know what the fcuk to say. For now, I can just be patient with that party. But it happens on and on, I'll use my finger. HAHA. After school, I was supposed to have lunch with Vanessa. I was craving for mee soto already. Then she went for smoke, then I don't know where she go after that. I called her, but couldn't get through. Thus, I managed to met up with Fifi after so much of confusing directions. Hah. I ate nasi lemak with her and managed to meet up with my course teammates as well :D And to Sheila, I really love your hot red pink hair. I was admiring the whole time actually cause it was red(!). So, I felt envy of her hair! Haha :P Don't cry but smile, cause you look more pretty! I wore same green eyeliner as her just now. I was by her side, and she had my shoulder to lean on. We did not manage to say our goodbyes cause I was in the toilet. But we texted :D Confirm tonight, she don't know what to wear and ask me thru MSN if we both online. Hah. By 5, I headed home. Fifi met up with other friends, whereas, I walked home happily with Shiva, Prasad, Haikal and Aaron. They teased me on watching 17 again. But I was laughing along with them also.

But seriously, 17 again was really nice. I thought it was gonna be like HSM, cause there's still basketball and cheerleaders what not. But I assumed wrongly. Hah. It was about friendship, relationship, family, standing up for your own rights and not having sex before you get married or when you're not financially stable yet. And obviously, the huge part is because there's Zac Efron inside. He wore his leather jack with his gold rim aviators. Impressively hot *MELTS* But the best huge part is, there was Johan beside me keeping me warm when watching it. He saw me cry when Zac Efron was pouring his heart out for his wife. When the show ended, I'm glad that he loved it cause I was the one who persuaded him to watch and he said yes yes yes. Thanks baby. We walked home from Woodlands to Sembawang, enjoying the breeze and the night sky which had literally stars everywhere :D

Never say never by The Fray is stuck in my head. I miss Johan and I can't wait to see him for dinner later. Give him ultra tight hug! :D

Rocketstar!

2009-04-19T10:44:00.006+08:00

My saturday was awesome (: Well, minus off the hot humid weather. 30C I tell you, till I had to buy 12 packets of tissue from Cold Storage, though it's only 95cents -.= Went out of the house by 11. Met up with Johan at Ang Mo Kio mrt :D We mrted down to Dhoby Ghaut. While waiting for his bandmates to arrive, we walked around Park Mall and admired the furnitures down there. Damn they are nice, the vintage clocks and their beds. Haha. Johan pointed out this sofa which could be our sex couch. Siao, i know. Hah. And he loved the silver kitchenwares so much. Only silver he said. Afraid that his bandmates already arrived at the jamming studio, we made our way there soon after. We bumped into Zan along the way, the drummer. He wanted to withdraw money, thus, we were the early ones there. Johan brought along his french toasts. They were nice, so I finished them. By 1, one by one came. But, I had to make my way back to Park Mall again to collect my online tee for Johan. So imagine, I made my way to and fro, I was perspiring like roasted pig. Hah. Upon receiving it, I was only impressed with the robot, of course. But when Johan saw it, he said he loved it :D After their jamming was done, we met up with Lydia and bussed down to Artshouse. Met up with Titi and Fizah after that. By 3 or so, they were up to perform. Like finally :D Johan managed to sing 5 songs. I was all smiles inside. And I had no idea at all that he had written a song for me. When he came to the final song, it was weird seeing him to go to the side of the stage and flashed out his black book. Then, I was trying to figure out what song he was gonna sing cause I thought he already performed all. I knew something was up to his sleeves. And then he said, it's a love song dedicated to his special someone. And then I covered my face. And I didn't know he was pointing towards me. I was ultra touched till tears were brimming in my eyes. I video-ed the song, and half-way, it stopped cause memory full. HAHA. But still, the song is still playing in my head. I was speechless. Clueless on what to say or react. When he was done, he deserved a kiss^^ Lydia claimed he looked like a teacher when he was holding his book and singing simultaneously. Haha. After his performance, we had our lunch at BK eating house. Tiny bees were distracting us from our food. But still, we enjoyed with Johan, Oje and Ahmad's annoying irritating jokes. Haha. Afterwhich, we went back to Artshouse to watch Telecast. The frontman was in pyjamas performing. How cute. He was really entertaining the audience. After all that, we all headed to Marina Square with all of them. Johan and I played the alphabet game along the way. He won at last. God damn it. Haha. Upon reaching marina square, we were in need of Aircon. We went inside and it was heaven. We settled on Gloria Jeans. I bought a large Cookies 'n Cream and enjoyed it with Johan. By 9, we mrted home :D Baby, how can I ever leave you after yesterday. Infact, I'm loving you more and more afraid to get hurt or to lose you. EDITED\ After one week of not in store, I was finally working today from 11 till 5. I was on floor with Farhan, Ahmad, Johan, Wei Chin, Zariq Nadia and two new partners. Haha. For the first time, Wei Chin commented on my eyes and teased me like mad about calling out drinks. Zariq and Nadia commented on my hair cause already long. K, I better promise myself to trim the long ends and do highlights next month. Talking about next month, I'm meeting Shida Bby. We didn't get to meet after our Velocity date. Haha. I'm missing her like fcukfcukfcuk. I know she's reading this :D I love you Bestgirlfr! School's tomorrow. Believe it, tomorrow! Back to normal routine, waking up early and walking to school. It's just that it's different cause Shida's not by side, not under the block waiting for me, walking to school sharing stories and what not. Haiz. But still, I'm looking forward and pray hard, my 16weeks will be a fruitful one! :D And Zac Efron, I'm eyeing on you tomorrow. I'll go cair :P

Jam & Hop

2009-04-18T00:16:00.002+08:00

My eyes are heavy. My legs are aching. Jam & Hop was a happening event. I was dancing my night away with my girlfs from my course. And this morning, we were reported to our own individual classes. Mine consists of many girls. There were only 4guys. And I made friends with LC, Kumar and Amanda. Haha. And these are the people whom I'm gonna get close to for 16weeks. Our orientation finally ended at 1oPM. Good things have to always come to an end. We exchanged emails and contacts for the very last time. And parted. Remembering the days we had together, it was really a rollercoaster ride. I don't regret joining RP. I know I'll adapt to my new environment, to my new friends, to my facilatators and to the new timetable. School will always finish by 5PM. And I will surely can't wait for school to end on the first day of school, cause I have a movie date with Johan after that. 17 again! :DD

Tomorrow he's performing at Artshouse. Yay, you go loverboy! (L)

Kinder Bueno

2009-04-17T00:02:00.002+08:00

I brought my camera to school today :D First thing in the morning, already camwhored with my other group mates. And yes sadly, we're all separated far far from each other. I'm in E36M. What fcuk. Hah. I'm going to have to start again, making friends, and getting to know new ones. It's prolly gonna be a good thing or a bad thing. Haiya. We have to report for tomorrow's last orientation at 8.30AM. We're gonna be in the school for almost 12hours. There will be Jam & Hop, cheering etc etc. Today was feeling fatigue, but hopefully tomorrow, I'll breeze my way through. School's starting soon, in 3 days time freshmen :D

Johan, thanks for the Kinder Bueno, thanks for making me laugh. You're cute when you're shy and you do the gesture. And I know, you're serious about us :D

Orientation

2009-04-15T19:43:00.004+08:00

Hello (: Just came back from school's orientation. It ended at 5 today. It's gonna be the same for tomorrow. A long day. Well today, there was unfamiliar faces seen in my course. There was way more people in other schools. The atmosphere was overwhelming. We had the whole day playing games and completing the tasks given. It was fun (: But I did not manage to have lunch cause the queue was super long and thus, I had to bare with my hunger till it was over. I had my lunch with Fifi and Sukashi at Banquet. Oh Fifi, cheer up aight. Be strong. Sooner or later, you'll get used to it. It's not so bad, you still look pretty :D Tomorrow's orientation will be mascot making and photo blog. Looking forward for it. And the tee-shirt they handed out was nice. And yeah, will be getting our Republic Ez-link cards as well. Wee!

Aight, am getting my bath now. Gonna meet up with Johan later to have ice-cream (L)

Aren't they pretty? Especially the robot tee^^

Stomachache

2009-04-14T19:52:00.007+08:00

Half of my day today was certainly not my day. I had to do opening today. Johan woke me up by 5. And I had my bath everything. And then, my stomach was really in excruciating pain. I had to buang air besar a couple of times, and it was really abnormal, the way it was discharged. Haha. Aight, pardon me. But seriously, I was in no form to walk or even move. I was totally in lazy mode to go to store and work my ass off for eight hours. I had Isa to allow me to start by 8. But still, the pain was there. And I had to ask Johan to help me cover my shift. And thus, he had to skip school because of me :/ Thanks baby. You were of great help. And I had my sleep again, with his sweater pressed down to my stomach. And I woke up by 11, and I was feeling feverish. I had no appetite to eat, nor drink. Till 5, I was remote to the couch. And Johan wanted to meet me. I made for him 2 egg sandwichs :D And he bought for my chicken porridge. He ate my sandwichs with glee. And he fed me the porridge. I did not finish it up and almost the whole time, my eyes were half-closed and my head on his shoulder. And then, he said he had a surprise for me. I had no idea what he was up to. When I opened my eyes, he handed me this paper bag, and inside, was the leather jacket I was aiming for. And a red note. I was so touched and I was speechless. All I could say, was a big thank you. He made my day. Thanks for making me feel so much beter. I love you :D I wish I could be with you now doing the recording. Hope you're having fun and there's always a next time (: And don't worry, your surprise will come this Saturday^^

Tomorrow's the first day of orientation. Hope I'll be well enough to participate in the programmes. My course orientation was held on Monday. The first newfound friend I made was Mel. Haha. We had fun playing games the seniors organised for us. The facilators seemed outgoing. And when they said, they're looking for sport journalists for the AYG games, I was interested. I hope I'll do well for the Qualifying test when school opens :D

I miss girlfriends.

With all my love,

2009-04-12T11:39:00.002+08:00

Hello, yesterday's shift was quite hectic. Since it was a Saturday, I had to bare with the never ending queue of customers orderig from both sides. I was in charge of the frappe station. But on the brighter side, it made time past by so fast without me realising, that I'm gonna hangout with Johan soon. He came with his jeans, which I claimed to be my favourite, all wet. He rode in the rain all for me. Aww. As planned, we had our dinner at BK and went to Far East to show the leather jack that I wanted. But he showed me another that he liked, which I was liking as well (: Afterwhich, we mrted down to Marina Bay, hopped on the shuttle bus to Marina Barrage. It kinda sucked cause my camera died on me. Clumsy on my side, cause I've forgotten to charge the batt. Argh. But still, we had fun playing Uno cards under the night sky. I won 2 out of 3 games. Muahaha. Johan said I was competitive. Haha. Yeah, I'm competitive girl by nature, even with the boyfriend :P By 8.45, we left for home. He bought for me fries along the way home. Thanks baby, thanks for the day :D

For Johan,
when I first got to know you, and be friends with you, we could get along well, really well. You with your mischievous acts, me getting bullied and teased at everytime. I'm always laughing when I'm around you. You can brighten up anyone's day without fail. And the thought of falling for you and loving you never came across my mind. But eventually, you make room for my heart. When I saw the side of you that noone else had seen, I fell for you. And I thought, the feelings were just playing tricks on me. I guessed I was wrong and I could not help thinking, about you.On our first date, I was more than happy to spend my day with you, and it was worth it. I went home smiling and since then, everything changed for us, for the better. Till today, I have no regrets or whatsoever. Never. You're in my head everytime. I missing you when you're not here with me. I can't resist looking at you when you're with me. Holding your hands gives me warmth. You give me a reason to smile, to laugh and to look forward for our days to come. I love you honey, whole-heartedly.

Surprise

2009-04-10T01:54:00.004+08:00

I've got a surprise for Johan on next Tuesday (: Hope he loves it. So today, I've spent on make-up, bangles and hippie bag. Aiyaya. Am I already broke? I've spent like nobody's business. Nehmind, it's for school whatt. And yeah, I guess I spent on basic tops next month. I need to get a bag for my lappie (: And yeah, leather jacket costs 40bucks. Wait for next month also I guess. Haha. I'm missing Johan.............

Sentosa!

2009-04-09T14:54:00.002+08:00

Being with the store at Sentosa, was incredibly fun yesterday. We were all expected to meet at 9 at Pahlawan. But of course, we were all not on time. Haha. Zariq's car got lost. And I was in Farhan's car, we got lost at Sentosa. And so, by 11, we all gathered. We played 'monkey', we ate our lunch. The mee hoon and fried chickens were yum yum. We then started playing our scavenger hunt. By 2.30, we gathered back again and Naz's group won. Haha. We then played captain's ball. The scorching heat were burning our feets. But, we had a whale of our time. Johan piggy-backed me into the sea. Haha. Dee and Johan did synchronising swimming. So cute :D By, 6, we all showered and packed up. We headed down to Bendemeer Road for dinner and home sweet home! I had fun :D

I'm doing closing today. And I'm gonna get my leather jacket today!

I'm craving for ice cream suddenly.

Go botanic baby!

2009-04-08T01:25:00.003+08:00

Alright, so today was pay day. I paid my handphone bill, bought Johan his monthsary gift, pay for taxi fare, shopped at Cotton On, bought a cake for Johan and I'm left with only 200 bucks. Haha. So fast, money fly. But still, it's all worth it. For the boyfriend :D So yeah, today went to the Airport. Had a light lunch at Mc Cafe and by 7.30, I cabbed down to town to meet Johan. And still, I was earlier than him. Dont know what took him so long to walk from the MRT to Taka. Haha. We then bussed down to Tanglin. He bought Cokes from 7eleven and we headed down to Botanic Garden. It was so really dark, when it's only 9. We walked one big round, and in the end, we chose a place which is still near to the entrance. We literally walked such a distance. We laid down our mats and Johan started unpacking what he brought or should I say cooked and baked specially for me. He brought a candle, he lighted it up. He cooked spaghetti and baked brownies. Sedap I tell you :D I lighted up my slice of cake for him. It was so chocolatey. I made the right choice. I handed him his gift, he handed his gift to me. Thank you baby! I love it! And by 11, we bussed home! I love love love you! And what you wrote for me, touched my heart :D

And Fifi bought herself a new handphone. How can I not be jealous. Summore, its red. Walaueh. And yeah, Fifi, I used your mat. Heh heh...

First monthsary

2009-04-07T14:01:00.003+08:00

To Johan Bin Hasan, Happy First Monthsary ♥ I know you're excited, I lagi excited. Thanks for tolerating my nonsense for this past one month. Thanks for all the treats that you have showered on me. Thanks for all the public rides home. Thanks for wanting to meet my family. Thanks for waiting for me when I was still on shift. Thanks for all the late night calls. Thanks for being there for me when I needed a crying shoulder. Thanks for singing to me to sleep every single night. Thanks for making me feel loved and special. Thanks for all the hugs and kisses. Thanks for everything baby. I love you and I know, you love me juga :D MUACKS!

We're going picnic at Botanic Garden today. Only after, I've sent my Aunty Norlia to the airport. I've bought something for baby just now from Esprit. Let's pray that he's gonna love it. I'm craving for Pizza hut, badly.

And oh yah, instead of going PulauUbin tomorrow, we're just heading to Sentosa O_o

Coming soon

2009-04-06T13:20:00.004+08:00

Hola! Johan performed great last Saturday. I'm a proud girlfriend :D He didn't performed 'Crash'. Hence, I really hope that he'll get to for his next gig on the 18th. To Fifi & Zee, thanks for your presence babies! Greatly appreciated yaw :D And to Shida, better come for the 18th, if not, I'll kill youuu! So yesterday, I had to work my ass off at Liat Towers. Non-stop slamming but on a brighter note, time was moving rather fast. By 6.30, went back to store and Johan was already done with his shift. I was really fcuking famished, thus, we headed down to BK and had our dinner. Topsy turvy tasted better than Turkey bacon. They should have it permanently. After having our dinner, we watched Radit & Jani together on my lappie. Haha. Till 10, we were in there and my lappie died on us when the movie finished. Perfect timing. But, it was nice. Johan liked it :D He was on the phone with me just now, and he said, I miss you bodoh^^ Aight, I'm making my way to Republic later to send some forms. Aiyayayaya.

Tomorrow, please come fast!

Yay tomorrow!

2009-04-03T23:30:00.002+08:00

Johan's performing tomorrow(!)

April Fools

2009-04-02T00:15:00.005+08:00

Mum called me up and said that my hp bill was close to 200 bucks(!) And I was like, reaaaalllyyyyyyy?! Ok now, I have to pay 150 bucks and that's like, 1/3 of my pay. I have things to buy for school, for boyfriend, etc etc. Walaueh. Why shit always happen. Well, hopefully I will manage to own the things I've been aiming to buy.

Contacts
Haircut plus a few highlights
Haversack
Laptop bag
Leather jacket from Far East
Stationeries
Clothes from Cotton-on/Esprit/F21
Birkenstock slippers
Shades
Accesories

See, many. Ayoyo. Well, at the moment, I have to settle on the store's notice boards with Rudy. I'm meeting him at store tomorrow (: And ysterday was April Fools Day. Seeing Natalie got pranked by Johan & Farhan was funny and cute. She drank her frappe half-way till she realised that the mischievous boys have secretly put greenpowder and irish creme in her drink. Haiyo. Haha. And surprisingly, she still finds it nice.

To the Airport!

2009-03-28T13:05:00.008+08:00

Weekends here finally (: And since today's 28 March, to IRA!, Happy 18th Birthday baby. You're finally legal to live your life to the fullest. May you have joyous days ahead with boyf and loved ones. I miss you, and hopefully, we'll bump in school when term starts next month (:

Little Brother's birthday coming this tuesday. Ohmy. I'm close to broke and so, I owe you one dude (: I'm already prepared to meet Johan. He said he's gonna meet me at 1.30 under my blk, but i doubt so he's gonna be on time cause he had trouble finding his shirt. Haha. I don't care what you're wearing today cuase I'm just looking forward to spend quality time with you. We're heading to the Airport for lunch @ Popeye!

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By 2, he was already under my blk. I bumped into my dad at the lift lobby. Afterwhich, both of us mrted down to the airport. We then took about half and hour or so to find Popeyes. Haha. Don't ask why. When we finally found it, Johan ordered. We enjoyed eating our lunch while watching Popeye on tv. Thanks Johan for the lunch :D Afterwhich, we decided to head down to the viewing halls to watch planes (: By 7, we then left the airport for Suntec. We were craving for ice cream. Thus, upon reaching Suntec, we bought a small tub of cookie dough ice cream from Carrefour. Since Esplanade was crowded and hectic, we rested our butts at Boat Quay while enjoying the icecream and the breeze. By 10.30, we headed back to my area and slacked at my nearby park. To sum it up, the day went great, and it always does, with Johan. xoxoxo!!

And since today's the 31st, Happy 15th Birthday to my brother! :D Grow up, and excel well for your studies. May all your wishes come true, and please, gain some weight! I love you dude :D

And also to Nazeera(!), Happy Birthday! Gegerl dah turn olddddddd :P

Am meeting Rudy tomorrow to buy materials and do up our store's notice boards. Ohmy.

I'm all yours (L)

2009-03-27T22:57:00.002+08:00

Hello. Woke up at 9 today and woke Johan up 'cause he had to be in store today. As for me, I rot at home infront of tv and my lappie the whole of today. Everyone's been commenting on how great Radit & Jani is. Thus, I decided to watch it just now and I shed my tears. Haha. I loved the part when Jani would ramble or complain on how hungry she was and call Radit 'bodoh'. And the part when they exhanged 'love you' in the bus. But, it was sad to see on how Radit had to struggle so much to support Jani and make her really happy but unfortunately, had to let her go in the end in order for her to have a better life with her child and family. But also, on a lighter note, their sense of style for fashion and their wayfarer shades and their leather jacks were woah. I likeeee^^ After watching it, I had my bath and I was back on my lappie again. Mum did not really cook today, and thus, my stomach was all the way flat, which's a good thing for me (: I bloghopped and read Rudy's blog. He made me try on the polyvore website. And I did. It's cool^^ And then, Mum decided to karoake. And I sing sing sing till I was hungry. I cooked Maggi. And Johan almost wanted to drop by again my area to bring me food. And I insisted on saying no. After eating, I was back on my lappie and asked Johan to listen to I'm yours by The Script. It's for you to listen, and just so you know, I AM only yours ♥

You've touched these tired eyes of mine
And mapped my face line by line
And some how growing old feels fine
I listen close for I'm not smart
You wrap your thoughts and works of art
And there hanging on the walls of my heart.

I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
And though I may not look like much
I'm yours.

And though my edge is maybe rough
I never feel I'm quite enough
And it may not seem like very much
But I'm yours.

You healed these scars over time
And braced my soul, you loved my mind
Your the only angel in my life
The day the news came, my best friend died
My knees went weak, and you saw me cry
Say I'm still the soldier in your eyes.

I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
And though I may not look like much
I'm yours.

And though my edge is maybe rough
I never feel I'm quite enough
And it may not seem like very much
But I'm yours.

I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
And though I don't fit in that much
But I'm yours.

Recovery

2009-03-26T16:05:00.003+08:00

Meeting Johan later at my area (: We're both off today, but still he has training in the evening. Sinc he has cooked nasi goreng twice for me. Thus, I cooked mee hoon just now, partially for him :D And he's coming later wtih his baby pictures^^

Nomore feeling feverish today (: Four days, I'll not be working. My life will not be hectic for awhile. But I'm anticipating for Earth Hour this coming Saturday :D And also, the store outing to Pulau Ubin on 8th April. And also also, my date with Shida bby when I got my pay. And also also also, our first month (L)

Finally, I'm already on the road to recovery, leaving the past unattended.

Wonderwall

2009-03-25T02:43:00.003+08:00

Hello. It's been like a week since I've not written a post. My internet was down and the guy got it repaired on Monday (:

I'm at store now, feeling feverish. Thus, I'm not abe to clock in. Sorry to my partners who had to extend their time. Sorry for inconvenience caused. I'm going home soon with johan. I will have my rest while slurping to my mum's porridge. She's been cooking it for like 3days? (:
She was worried for me just now, when I was on my way here to store. She said stand behind the yellow line and if i feel giddy or want to 'pengsan', call for help. Mum, you're overreacting but still, you sounded cute through the phone -.-
I'm in good terms with her so far since the last tiff we had. After the incident, she talked to me and we talked (: She met Johan twice already cause the other day, she invited him to our house and have lunch :D

And yesterday he hid behind the wall, and surprised me at the lift lobby. It's these little things that means most to me. (L)

Closure

2009-03-18T11:22:00.003+08:00

I was crying so badly last night. My head was really spinning that I had to ask Johan to sing me to sleep, so that I could just get the problems off my bloody head. Now, I'm having a little flu and my throa hurts. I guessed I'd cried like one small pail of tears. But, I bet, Mum's not going to notice all that. Cause i'll just give her own space, and I give myself one. I don't know what I'll do if Johan was not by my side. Although he had his own bruises after his training, he still waited up for me to hear out my side of story. I asked him to hit the sheets first but he still waited up for me. By then, it was already like 3.30 int he morning? I called him up and for like the whole of one hour, he listened to my pathetic crying. He asked me to wash off my face and I called him back. He asked me to look in the mirror and smile for him cause that's the smile he fell for. But, I said I can't cause I was too weak to get up. Now, at this point of my time, my eyes are really not in the shape. And I'm crying while I'm typing this post. I watched 'The City', my byfar favourite reality show. But still, I was not cheered up. Why is this happening, IDFK.

I'll have work later from 3 to 10. Idk, if I can have myself focus on floor. I don't want to always depend on Johan, who's no doubt, is always there for me. But with that said, I don't know what I'll do without him even.

My recent posts have all been sad, mundane and pathetic.

At the same time, I've realised that, the most relationship that we can ever have, is the relationhship we have with ourselves.

BLACK SHEEP

2009-03-18T02:30:00.003+08:00

I thought everything was ok. I thought Mum and I were already ok, in good terms. This morning, she was fine talking to me and what not. I was going to work, and we were still ok by then. Back from work, Johan sent me home and Mum knew about it. She waited for me till I reached home. I appreciate it. I told her about how my day went and such. And then, I was confiding in her about my itches on my legs. So she advised me to put the Mopiko cream. And thus, I said to her, that I'm gonna have my bath first. And things were still ok. Then she started to advise me on what could have cause my itches. So she started saying that I should put my shoes outside and not inside the house. She looked so stressed out, that I said to her don't be too stressed out lah Ibu. And from there, things started crumbling down. She started assuming that I was angry that I had to do this and that when asked. I told her I was not. And she said I was, and from there, my brother tried to make her see thar I was not. And she could not accepted it. And from there, she started to accusing me that I was stressed or tired from work that I had to quit soon. And from there, I started to break down, cause first of all, I just came back form work. Second, I really had to attend to my itches and that they were in pain. Third, for the second time in the wee, in whatever I do/say is wrong in her eyes. Fourthly, noone in this house asked if whether I was ok. Fifth, I had to unwillingly ask Johan to leave me alone for ahwhile by not textiung/calling me. Sixth, I seriously beginning to feel like I'm the black sheep that I had to not stay here anymore. Seventh, I really need my boyfriend and girfriends now. Eight, how am I suppose to sleep when everything's still not ok. Nine, I really feel that I'm such a useless daughter. Finally, I dont know where all this shit will end.

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What a day

2009-03-16T13:57:00.036+08:00

Problems aside. Second post for the day (:

Yesterday, everything went as planned despite the unpredictable bad weather. I ended work slightly after 3. Went t0 SB-LT collect cheesecakes. Went back to store again and met up with ZEE :D She accompanied me to Watsons to buy gel itchy cream for Nas, my asst store manager. Hah. Get well soon 'gegerl' :D And yes, Johan secretly put sour riproll into my bag before I clocked out. I didn't know until I had done changing. Thank you idiot. Haha. He made me short hot chocolate. Thank you again love (: So after done bidding farewell to everyone, went off with Zee to meet up with Shida bby at basement. Gave a tight warm hug after so long!^^ It's a Sunday, maids' day. AHA. Thus, there was human traffic at the underpass. We managed to walk through all that till we finally reached Tangs. Made our way to the top most level to survey on watches. Shida could not decide yet on whether to get the Adidas watch for her brother. Thus, we decided to have lunch first and look for shoes afterwhich at Leftfoot. But, we met up with Shida's friends first, Farid along with his two friends. After doing so, ate our lunch at Cahaya. We then surveryed the shoes and shops at Fareast. Shida bby bought a top for her 2nd brother. She's a nice generous little sista I tell you. Hah. And as we were making our way out from Far east, a leather brown jacket caught my eye. I'm eye-ing for that, and hopefully it's still there till I get my next pay. HAH. Thus, Shida bby decided to get the adidas watch afterall since her brother had been eye-ing on it also. After purchasing it, we camwhored outside Tangs with my camera and Shida's camera. I guessed we were having too much fun, that I think when we made stupid lame face, that we forget we're in public and people were gonna look. Hahah. That's our bad habit and once we start, we can't stop (: By 7.30, we bid farewell to Farid and his friends and bussed down to the grand cathay for the flea market. There were tons of accesories and Zee had trouble settling on what to buy. She finally bought her two cute wristbands, a ring and her starfish necklace. Shida bought her jvest whilst me, was searching for....ROBOTS! HAHA. And i did found them. A red necklace robot and robot wall clocks. How cute :D ARGH. I was just admiring them and not spend on them cause already on a tight budget. Haha. After all the walking, we were shagged and mrted home! Thanks for the day girls (L)

And after sending Shida home till our lift, I bid her farewell and met up with Johan. He insisted on travelling all the way to my place. Thus, I bought for him double cheeseburger (: I had McFlurry. We sat down at the fitness corner at the park nearby. Afterwhich, we stargazed. He talked about the Solar system and talked about everything else till I forgot to take our picture. I remembered about doing so when I reached my doorstep. Idiot. Haha. Yesterday's midnight was memorable for me (: And what happened after that, I don't wish to dwell on it anymore (:

And I woke up at noon today. And webcam-ed with Shida bby. You never fail to make me laugh pirate! Pardon our faces lah ye. Heh heh.

And since I'm off today, I'm getting my hands on chores at home. Bye!

Fix you

2009-03-16T01:00:00.009+08:00

As the title stated above, I'm listening to Coldplay now. Sing the lyrics and it's the state that I'm in right now. Fcuk it.

I've always wanted to make my parents happy, especially my mum. Cause I think she's the most deserving woman in my life. I've always wanted to prove her wrong. I've always wanted to prove to her that I'm the girl-next-door who has her own dreams, ambitions. Who always wanted to have a brightful future. I just wish I can make her see all of this at once, at this very moment. If only she can see this big picture. If only.

Am I that bad till she has to think lowly of me? Am I that bad to be her own daughter till she doesn't put her full trust on me? Am I that bad till she constantly have negative thoughts that I will stray far and burn her face? Am I that bad till she has to think that I've no brain to decide what's wrong and what's good? For god's sake Mum.

When those hurtful words burst through my ears, my heart was terribly tearing apart. I can only kept quiet and cried solely in my room with you still, accusing me and made me feel unwanted in the house. Cause, fighting for my stand, would only make things look ugly and pitiful. I came back home late yesterday. You said you cared for me. If you did, the least you could do was to ask me how my day went. But instead, you went on demoralising me.

Had I not done anything yet to make you happy? If I had not, I wish you could see, that I'm trying my best, for you and not for myself. I'm trying to fix myself, for you. Till my last breath.

Thanks Johan for hearing me out till 3AM. Love you ♥

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

KANASAI

2009-03-14T20:36:00.052+08:00

HAHA. I tried webcaming the 'mat' look face. Easy to spot. I was bored just now, so pardon the pictures^^

Finally, the football match (Manu/Liverpool) is on now. I asked Mum if I could tag along Johan and his friends to watch it live somewhere at a kopishop in Bugis. They're Liverpool fans. Unfortunately, she said, No cause she was at my granny house and I ought to stay at home when it's already late at night -.- At this point of time, Manu has just scored their penalty. Hah.

Annyway, my legs aching now. Woke up at 7 in the morning today to give Johan a wake up call. I was out of the house by 9.30 and met him downstairs. I was so slack, shorts and a plain top on, with my unwashed shoes. We then bussed down to MacRitchie. He was late cause he bought for me Kinder Beuno :D Upon alighting the bus, he then realised that he lost his bunch of keys, which has his bike key also. A moment, he was stressed out. But in the end, after going all the trouble to asking his brother to pick him up from Sembawang, and buy the duplicate key at Paya Lebar, to travelling back to Sembawang to pick his bike up from my carpark, he eventually found it under his seat compartment. I can only laugh at him for being so silly and clumsy :P But at the sametime, it made me feel bad cause he looked so tired. If only, I'm not afraid of bikes. Sorry Johan, public's much much safer for us :P But nevertheless, we had fun jogging along the route. He trained me so hard from pushing me up the hill, motivating me to run further, counting my number of situps. And we had to walk all the way back. We were actually lost at some golf course near Peirce Resevoir. Nevertheless, I endured the scorching heat and went through all the trekking and dealing with the bugs. Hah. And surprisingly, Johan's stamina was way better than mine (: We then had lunch, and the SUPER cup noodles seriously sucks big time. The soup bau sabun, actually more to puke. Idk how to describe it, but it was really terrible. We were both shagged otw home in the bus. We then had our proper lunch at the Sembawang Mrt kopitiam and finally, home! I then met him up for awhile again when he wanted to claim his bike, to pass him conversation jelly beans :D He loved them cause they had cute phrases on it, like 'luv u' :D

Johan just texted me, Yahoo! cause Liverpool is leading -.-

I'm looking forward for tomorrow. Hopefully, it will be a proper girls' day out - Me, Shida, Fifi and Zee. Hit the movies and shop at the flea market! (:

I'm stranded,

2009-03-14T00:53:00.003+08:00

I read Shida bby's blog this afternoon. And, first reaction, shocked cause there was the photo, taken months ago. And then, read her blog again, and she said it was a draft. Btstill, she made me reflect back on those times we went through so much together. It made me smile a little, cause we were both always together side by side, accompanying to meet the guys. The feelings' nice, cause bestfriends in love with other pair of bestfriends. But I know, let bygones be bygones.

Yes, I do agree with her, wishing that forever does exist.

As much as I want to share my stories with her. As much as I miss her. As much as I want her all to myself 24/7. As much as I want to hug/laugh/kiss/ tease her. I know I'm all stranded. Though I'm happy with what I have right now, school, boyfriend, family, work, money, shopping, I miss Shahida and nt forgetting, Fifi. I just feel stranded. Can I have the cure cause I'm tired of searching and reaching out for it.

I have this feelings/thoughts whenever I'm alone, in deep thoughts.

:'(

Lost and found

2009-03-13T00:47:00.013+08:00

TGIF. Working from 1 till 6 today (: Wearing contacts has been a breeze. It doesn't get in my way during work or whatsoever. Haha. Being a reckless and clumsy girl, I've lost my pair of specs. I don't know where I left it. Either in the toilet or in store. Haiya. Maybe it's really already my call to change to contacts. Hah. It's already late, and I've still yet to turn myself in. Was editing pictures just now. After I've knocked out from work just now, headed down to Tangs, in search of shoes/tops to use up my 20dollars voucher. Johan was around. Thus, he was helpful :D I finally settled on this Playlab top and Nike top^^ After purchasing them, headed back to store to take my haversack. Bid farewell to the partners on floor, and we headed down to Cameron Restaurant to have our Hainanese Chicken Rice. We were both craving for chicken rice. Hah. Camwhored and we enjoyed our dinner (: Of course, I was complaining of my stomach that was buldging out. I seriously need to lose some weight and fats. I think I've gained alot. I can't wait for school to start so that I can lose weigh and not rot at home, eating and eating. Well, Johan's gonna train me this Saturday. Haha. We're gonna jog or briskwalk at Macritchie^^

Goodnight!

Nauseous

2009-03-11T17:39:00.003+08:00

Fcuk it. I'm having flu since this morning. Why my day has to start off like this. Still, I had to make a trip down to RP for the second time to collect my lappie and settle the finances. And yes, I get my lappie but the finances thingy still not yet setted. Well, pandai pandailah my parents. I'll be hooking up with my lappie the whole time round. How I wish Acer comes in red. I'm in love with the screen cause it's wide. And I love adjusting the sound, just touch screen. HAHA -.- I've been on the lappie since 12? Watching The City and downloading stuffs. I'm working tomorrow till 6. Afterwhich, will be meeting my Johan :D Yesterday, headed down to the store after the school registration. Finally, my parents met him. He claimed he was unprepared cause it was a last minute thing. But, he did well. He conversed with my parents. Macam paham. Hah. By the time we reached store, the coffee seminar was already over. But, I'm sure, Di and Nadia presented well (: Afterwhich, headed down to dhoby ghaut and watched Johan and his bandmates jamming. I loved when he shut his eyes and sang^^ By 11.15, we headed home and I treated him McFlurry. And he just texted me, 'Nanti I hantar soup kejap.' Followed by, 'Quiet... I send, u eat...' HAHA. I love you ♥

Zoo!

2009-03-02T13:02:00.004+08:00

So here I was with my family yesterday. Unfortunately, due to the bad weather, we could not see all the animals. Nevermind, we'll go again soon since my dad has the membership card :D

I'll upload the pictures soon.

Meeting Johan later at 3. We're heading to Penin first then to the store. We're doing closing together today. Yay :D

Mad Jack

2009-03-01T02:08:00.009+08:00

Hello! First of all, HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO ZEE! ♥ Sorry that I couldn't make it for Friday. I owe you a present! Best wishes baby! xoxoxo :D

I ended work at 12 today since I did opening. And since Johan's off today, we decided to hangout (: So, I waited for him to fetch me up from work. By 1, he arrived. And we decided to head down to Wheelock Place to look at IT stuffs. Afterwhich, Johan decided to catch a movie. And I settled on 'Marley and Me'. We walked all the way down to The Cathay. Haha. He paid for the tickets :D We then had our lunch at Mad Jack Cafe since our show would only start at 7pm. We enjoyed our hearty meals and camwhored. We then proceeded back to The Cathay. Watched some entertaining thrillers. Couple of great movies coming up next month^^ By 7, we were settled in the grand cathay hall. And, it was worth our ten bucks. The movie was funny, romantic but the ending was sad. It was unexpected but overall, it was indeed a good inspiring show. After the movie ended, we headed home. It was raining, thus, we bought hot chocolate from coffee bean and chilled under block near my block. Hah. By 11.30, I was home! Thanks for the day Johan. You're booked on next Saturday! ;D

My earthquake

2009-02-21T15:54:00.004+08:00

Oh, life's been great. Especially when there's someone whom always, 24hours and 7days straight, puts a mega smile on my face :D

I'm heading to Bugis later, There's a gig. And Zee has invited me along. And I said yes, cause Scandal's a really nice band (:

And plus, Mommy has bought for me a new digital camera! I love you mum :D

Valentines

2009-02-16T01:29:00.003+08:00

When today's about everyone celebrating love,
I'm right here celebrating how happy I am to be with you right now.
Under the night sky with stars,
Staring at the cable cars in the distance,
And every second that past by us,
I know I'm gonna remember this date from hereafter.
Though there's people on top and below us now,
Though there's flowers carried here and everywhere around me,
my mood is still high with you.
You're making me smile the widest now,
and it's a moment that noone can snatch away from me.
I can tell the others now,
that my valentine has been such a great one indeed :D

So on Valentines day,
- Had lunch at Pastamania FarEast
- Headed to Vivo and had Mango Magic
- Enjoyed the view outside, admiring the sea, boats and sun
- Window shopped at Harbourfront Centre
- Had Ben and Jerry's for dessert
- Chilled under the night sky
- Challenged eating Tangy Zangy
- I was forfeited to write a poem
- We read out poems to each other
- Bussed home by 9.30

Thanks to Johan :D You made my day silly.

Benjamin button

2009-02-12T15:04:00.005+08:00

Since I was off on Tuesday, Rudy, Johan and I decided to watch Benjamin Button at The Cathay. It was chilling inside, and we managed to get good seats. And the movie was indeed genius (: Worth our six bucks. For those who havent, watch it(!) Of course, I was tearing up, but not really bad. Haha. So I can say, you will not expect a happy ending. And yeah, I was glad btw to have bump into Fifi at PS :D It's been a long time, and your lashes are getting longer, and you're getting hotter ^^ And we're both excited that we're in the same school. For some reasons, I can't wait for school to start, and yes parents, they still owe me a red lappie for passing (:

I'm doing closing later and Zee's dropping by my store to collect her textbooks. Zee, keep your head up high and I know you can achieve your goals & dreams with your positive attitude! hug! :D

Valentine's day is in two days time. Woah.

Thereupatic!

2009-02-09T14:26:00.006+08:00

Johan said, it would be thereupatic for me to go shopping yesterday. And definitely, it was. Haha. And my partner in crime was none other than Ahmad Sairudin. Rudy for short. Hah. Met him up at Sembawang platform and we trained down to Toa Payoh with the thought of getting the right most specs for me. But unfortunately, none suits the current hairstyle I have now. Wtf. And mommy says, bagus ah, tk abes duit. And so, I spent my money on toddlers' clothers for my own adorable niece. And they are all 13 bucks in total ^^ Afterwhich, I was famished, thus, we settled on this hawker centre. I ordered Nasi goreng ikan bilis whereas Rudy ordered handmade lemon tea. My stomach was buncit afterthat and I can tell, Rudy was irritated with my string of complaints. So, I buttoned up my vest -.- Afterwhich, we bussed down to town to get Rudy's stuffs. He settled on this black smart top. We then went into Fundenko and I couldnt made up my mind if I should buy this tiger skin pattern beg. I decided to put it on hold and instead, I splurged my 30 bucks on this pair of Robots vintage earrings! HAHA. Robots man. And they were the last piece. Thus, I had to get them! And the salesman asked if I needed a beg for it. I said no, cause I'm wearing it. Haha. Rudy can tell how hooked I was to robots. And I was flaunting it to him the whole time. HAH. Afterwhich, we headed down to Tangs to meet up with Shida bby :D We talked about stuffs and bid her farewell. I then influenced Rudy to buy this Lee jeans. C'mon, 50bucks and it was on offer. After trying it on, he finally agreed to buy it. I was laughing outside the fitting room. I too purchased Lee women jeans at just 30bucks. It's flare at the bottom, thus I bought it. We then made our way to Wisma Cotton on and bought the charity begs. And finally, met up with Johan and Diyana at store. We did not catch the movie cause the earliest showtime was at 9.30. The movie lasts for 3hours, thus we gave it a miss. They accompanied to buy Twilight from HMV and had our dinner at BK. By then, it was 8.30 and we walked all the way to Raffles City. There was a Thaipusam festival yesterday. Wow, I must they're proud of their culture. We then rest our butts off at Spinelli. And by 10, we trained home.

And I just checked on my appeal result, and I'm happy to say I've been posted to RP, and it's the course that I really want to be in :D Alhamdulillah! I'M HAPPY *MEGA SMILE*

GO FIGURE

2009-02-08T01:38:00.004+08:00

Woke up at eleven, bathed, did household chores and I was off to Yishun soonafter. At the last minute, I changed my bloody mind. Instead of doing perms, i did soft rebonding. HAHA. Almost majarity said don't perm(!!), thus, my strands of hair were straightened. The hairdresser was damn friendly and she was trying her best to make it perfect. My hair's now bob behind and long infront. It's concave and my bangs are fcukingly short. So go figure how I looked like right now. But hey, somehow, I'm satisfied. Inclusive of the treatment, the friendly service, the washing and blowing, ironing my hair for almost two hours, it was only worth hundred bucks. I bought the serum too and I got ang pao from her. How nice of her^^ For sure, I'm coming back the next month for treatment :D Afterwhich, I trained to Commonwealth and met Nana. She gave me this pen holder as a gift for my birthday, should be lah. HAH. But it was so cute and nice of her. Her mum claimed she's missing me too much. And yes, I was missing her too. So, after eating LJS and a few minutes of telly, I started to tutor her malay and maths. By 6.45, she desperately wanted to play. So, we played scissors paper stone. And by 7.30, I left to meet Johnnie at city hall. It's been a long time since I saw this close friend of mine :D I treated him Redbull & Starbucks. Mus was also with him and he kept on saying he's in NAFA now -.-' But by 10, I was getting kinda bored, and so, I headed home. I made a quick pitstop at HMV. But hell, the books that I wanted were not there. Heeren peh outlet jugak yang ade. So yeah. I'm making a brand new spectacles today, buying the books and prolly stopped by the store with Rudy to meet up with Diyana & Johan :D Hopefully, we can catch a movie too! :D

Future heads

2009-02-07T00:51:00.003+08:00

It's already the month of February. And indeed, the start of 2009 was not easy for me. Not being able to see Shida more often, not being able to achieve my ideal dream course, mini arguements with Mum plus siblings. But i know, there's a sliver lining behind those thick clouds. Just today, I was able to spend time with Shida bby ^^ We met up after our shifts ended and did a little shopping. We had tons of stories to share and our conversations were one topic to another till we were in our block lift. We parted with a hugggg. We're meeting up soon for sure. Perhaps later again :D We've put our issues aside cause drama just won't solve anything. She's my happy pill, what more can I say. And yes, people around me has always been encouraging me to stay optimistic. And insyallah, I'll get into RP. The school's rising slowly cause recently, there's been an article in the Straits Times whereby this girl chose RP over highly good JCs cause she had an aggregate of 6points. And I know, no matter where I'm posted to, is the effort that I put in that counts most. I wanna make momma so happy and I know I havent achieve that. One day. And just like any other days, work has always been time consuming but at the same time, I'm enjoying every minute of it and take in whatever experieces I've encounter everyday. Happy Birthday to Diyana! And during my shift, there was Johan and Andy. And when this two are around me, I can never stop laughing. And yes, Happy birthday to Farhan too! :D Hopefully the partners all can make it for his birthday chalet, including me. And hopefully, I'm watching on what I spent in days to come cause I've just got my pay and I've already spent 124 bucks. HAH. I'm perming my hair later guys!

ACKYAWWW

2009-02-05T23:59:00.014+08:00

The store had blackforest cake for the b'day celebration on wednesday. I blew out one of the six candles w/o making any wish cause already made one mah. But by then, we were all almost contented cause we had curry chicken with bread, with rice from OCK ^^ Besides enjoying to our hearts' content, we received our tips payment and at the same time, we also learnt that Joanna was going to transfer out to another store due to family commitments. For as long as I know her, she's one great store manager, cracking out lame jokes with on floor or at the backroom. She's like my second mother cause she nags like one. And I am fortunate to have her around cause when she told us the news, she broke down infront of us. That's how much she loved our store and partners. Nevertheless, I wish her all the best working in her new store ^^ Back in store just now, she asked if I'm attached and I said no. Then she laughed and I said, 'Why the random question sia Jo?' Reason being, she wanted me to work on V'day till 1 cause almost all other partners seem to be having their dates/bf/gf. And I said ok (: HAHA. But idk why, since payday is comin' in, I'll just buy something for whoever that comes to my mind when V'day arrives.
Anyho, Brother and mummy made a trip to expo for the Nike sale. He spent 100+bucks which I think it's worth it. And obviously, I have too also :P

And that reason didn't came up to my mind 'cause it was not a big deal for me. And I was not telling everyone even, even the one who told you. I just kept to myself cause I was figuring whether I was really serious or not, or whether it's gonna last. You know, if I'm really pscyhed about something, I would go paranoid and mention his name over and over again. I would really have text you on the day itself if I know I was really weally happy about it. But the fact is, I was still half-hearted. And yeah, it took only matter of days, and it was already over. I see no point in telling anyone cause it didn't go far. It's not that I don't want to tell you about it, I see of no point, cause I'm not excited about it even to tell you. I'm upset that you're upset. And I'm more upset, we are having this issue right now over relationships. And I'm really upset, cause you never even tell me. I was missing you and I was waiting for you to text to meet up or what. So i guess, if we were to not bump into each other, I would be fcuking clueless and you would not tell me. When you said you were gonna text and tell me what, you didn't. I was really concern and I kept on asking you. But you didn't text. Instead, you text regarding other stuffs. And I just felt that you didn't care and that it didn't matter anymore. I was sad. If you were to be more upset about this, tell me, how I would not be more upset about you doing something that you clearly know I don't like. What's all the advices for to each other all this while. You didn't tell me cause I read it from your blog. And it happened infront of my eyes and you already clearly know w/o me telling you, it's gonna hurt me. But I know, I can never ever stop you now. And it doesn't affect me one bit also to not even regard you as a bestfriend anymore, cause you still are. But I'm sorry, if you're upset you should tell me cause you know I won't get mad over it. The fact that you just give up and say 'I'm still your friend, you can always talk to me', it hurts me enough. Cause, the term 'friend', is just making me feel that someone in your life is better than I am right now, whom you can share anything and everything right now. The final truth is, I have not totally yet move on from Shukur. And it's been six months. I can ensure you that there are no more secrets after this. And I promise, when I'll find someone who makes me really happy like he did before, FOR SURE, I'm gonna tell you bby. The first to tell. I love you to death, and I fcuking miss you, and US. I'm a phone call/text away. Just so you know, i have never ever consider you as a friend, cause once a bestfriend, will always be a bestfriend. Ten years is really a long time. And to let you go and not do something about this, kills me. I'll call you up anytime soon bby. ACKY!

Stop drop roll

2009-02-03T23:36:00.003+08:00

^^ Wisma was like a ghost town today. Customers were not much. Since work ended at 6, I killed time and hangout with Rudy at the store till 8. Christina dropped by too. Andy and Fidah soon joined us since they were also having their breaks and no customers to attend to. I was sleepy, thus I drank espresso frappucinno. Afterwhich, I bussed my way home. Adult fare's killing me. One trip costs close to three bucks. Wtf. Now I know why my daddy always use standard tickets. HAHA. Tomorrow's store meeting from 6 to 9, to celebrate the January and February babies. There's gonna be dinner, coffee tasting and cake. Hopefully presents too. MUAHAHA. Farhan's birthday is coming. He invited us to his birthday chalet. Thus, I should get him something asap :D Anyho, I've attended MI's orientation last monday. And halfway, I skipped for work. Obviously, I was of no interest. It was like my secondary education repeating its cycle again. Hence, I never attend the 2nd day orientation today. I'm not going to at all. I'll just have to wait for the appealing results next Monday. Like Rudy says, be optimistic. And I'm trying to. If only, I have her to talk to. I'm sorry bby, if I've hurt you or upsetted you. I seriously don't know what I've done. Just so you know, I'm still waiting for you to tell me :/

Aight, weekends coming. I'm getting my second pay. I'm tutoring Nana on Saturday^^ And I can't wait to spend.

CHINESE NEW YEAR

2009-01-30T23:59:00.004+08:00

Haha. Chinese new year is still on. And even I don't celebrate this auspicious event, I managed to receive 3 angpows! :D One for working on the second day of CNY. Another is from Dad's colleague. Third, is from Mr Tan, our regular customer! :D He's rich I tell you. He comes to our store every single day without fail. I'm working from 2 till 9 tomorrow. I'm really shagged. But heck. Thaqif's texting me and I'm entertained ^^ Anyho, thanks Fifi for dropping by my store today :D Oh well, I'm meeting Fad and gang this Sunday for the gig. And I need gold hard cash.

Appeal

2009-01-30T11:03:00.003+08:00

I broke down badly upon receiving my posting results today. I've been posted to MI Art, which is of couse, not my ideal kind of choice. I know my heart is purely set on pursueing on Mass Communication, and nothing else. I can't see myself being an entrepreneur, engineer, web technician or even a scientist. I know I've dissappointed my mum badly. And hence, I've decided to appeal for Republic Polytechnic. I've just realised that their Communication and Information Design is similar to Mass Communication. Upon receiving the diploma, I can pursue a degree that I really want. So, fingers crossed, I'll get that course. If not, I prolly retake my English and Humanities subject. Ah, I'm so not in the mood. Fortunately, there's work later. I can take my mind off and not be in a shitty situation like this. Fcuk it. Anyho, congrats to Shida bby for making it to TP and Fifi bby for making it to RP. And to the rest of my friends, who've successfully made it to Poly/JC.

Trapped in the past

2009-01-29T22:49:00.004+08:00

Oh Marina Barrage was a great windy place to hangout with your loved ones. The scenery was beautiful. The place was impressively well-built and the water was clear blue. People were picnicking and little children were having fun playing with the fountains and people were flying their kites too. I did went there with Fad, Zee and Yus last Saturday. Well, I still have yet to steal photos from Zee. I wanna go there again. Shida and Fifi, how about our day there next weekend after a shopping spree :D I miss them terribly.

Anyho, posting results will be released tomorrow by 8AM. *Fingers-crossed*

Somehow, when I'm alone, the past just silently creeps back into my bloody mind. And it brings me to tears just thinking of I must say, the most happiest moments of life. My closed ones surely know how happy I was and how much I treasured him. Yes, HIM. I miss you. And that explains why, I have still not totally moving on.

ICE SCREAM

2009-01-21T13:00:00.003+08:00

HAHA. Fad was speechless when he saw the perfume ystd :D I was craving for icecream, and thus, he bought it for the both of us. And we talked talked like there's no tomorrow. We camwhored and made silly faces. He tried to smile like me -.- A boy fell off from his bike down a slope, and Fad act like a 'hero'. Fortunately, the boy was okay. By 5.30, he sent me home!^^ I WANT THE PICTURES!

Insomnia

2009-01-20T11:51:00.002+08:00

My birthday celebration was memorable. Thanks again to my F2 :D We had our dinner at Lau Pa Sat. I met up with Shida bby first at Starbucks and handed me my gift :D While waiting for them to arrive. I opened the gift and I went aww. Though we've already graduated, busy with work and prolly going to different schools later, you're my BBF. I'll not let our ten years of friendship down the drain just like that. After our heartful dinner, they surprised me with a fruit creamy cake. They sang for me in public and I made a wish and blew off the candle. After enjoying the cake, we went slacking at One Fullerton. Afterwhich, we went home. It was so good to have that such reunion after so long^^

Then yesterday, trained down to SP and meet Fad & Afiq. Had lunch at SP's macdonalds. Afterwhich, waited for Afiq's gf to finish class. And trained down to town cause Fad wanted to send me to work :D I did closing yesterday with Johan and Ahmad. Johan, thanks for the sweet note you wrote for me^^ During my break, I went to buy something for Fad from Body Shop. And I hope you're gonna love it today!

Seventeen forever

2009-01-18T12:27:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO ME (!)

Yes hello. I turned 17 today. Digit's small but still, sounds too old for me 0_o But hey, shout out 'THANKS' to all my friends who wished me via sms/msn/facebook/fs ♥♥♥ Shida bby was the first to wish me and fad was the last one to wish! HAHA. He called me again at noon, and wished me again^^ Thanks also to my Starbucks partners, Farhan, Zariq, Johan, Net, Su and Ahmad for hanging out together on my birthday's eve. We wentta watch the gig at Youth Park. Afterwhich, headed to Cineleisure BK and had our dinner. And then, proceeded to One fullerton Coffee bean and enjoyed the breeze there. And surprised me a cupcake from Mrs Fields with a candle on it :D Thanks guys.

Mum's doing cooking at home and I'm looking forward to have dinner cum celebration with F2 later. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!